u/Savings_Hall_9596

Just watched an episode of Yuri on ice went to click on the next one and nothing’s opening or playing

My ex and I were together for almost 2 years, and I don’t want to exaggerate but he is genuinely the love of my life. We’re so similar in almost every way possible and it’s like we’re so connected but unfortunately 3 months ago he broke up with me. He broke up with me because past traumas were starting to get to him and he didn’t want the cause of his issues to be the reason for us to breakup badly. He wants to work on himself because he says he thinks he isn’t the man that i need currently. I also realized I also need to work on myself so I started to go to therapy at the beginning on the month, he hadn’t started yet but will next month. I lost my job and was really broke up until recently and he paid my rent, bought my groceries and took me out to dinner a few times after we broke up. I got a new job and I was saving up to pay him back but then last night I got some terrible news and basically I have a year to find a new place. I called him just to tell him and to rant and yk what he told me? told me I didn’t have to pay him back, told me he’d pay for my groceries and then sent me $100 because he wants me to buy the MacBook I’ve been talking about for the last month, so with the money I was already saving to pay him back plus the $100 I’m basically almost there to buying it. I love him so much he’s so fucking sweet and patient and I miss him so much, I cried when he told me I could keep the money then sent me the extra money. I desperately want him back

Im a 21F, I live with my mom and siblings right now, I just work a part time job right now since my original full time job closed a few months ago. Basically my plan was to go to a community college next semester for an associates degree while also doing YouTube editing for a little extra money. I also just started therapy because of my bad mental state. I literally just started to get better so that’s what sent me on this path of going to school and taking things a little slow, I thought by the time I got my degree my mental would be a lot better, my skills as a editor would be better too and my degree would help me get better jobs instead of being stuck at retail but now my whole plan just got shut down before it could even start. My mom said when my sister finishes her last year of high school(next year) she will be moving to Georgia with my siblings and I am not to come. Note: me and my mom don’t have a good relationship and most of the time we argue and don’t say anything at all to each other. I told her I was trying to go to school but she didn’t care. I feel like the only thing I can do is just get a full time job and rent a room, but what about me being able to take it slow? I can’t work full time and go to school, where would my personal life go? and what about my editing? when would I have time to do that? And I’m just now starting therapy, one of my main things I’m in therapy for is for my strong distrust in people, how can I just rent a room from a stranger? What would guys do in this situation?? Like i genuinely don’t know what to do, this is giving me such a bad and overwhelming feeling.