im impressed the lengths my disorder goes to to have yummy junk food
just whipped it together but made it >!safer!< so i could eat it. was delicious
u/ScarySammie — 19 days ago
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I feel so stuck and cannot change.
Been smoking heavily for 10 years (19-29) now I am a mom of a wonderful toddler and want to go back to school. I spend so much of my day smoking, or thinking about smoking and it makes me feel so stupid now. I cut back from wayy too many blunts a day to 4 joints a day (split with my partner) but I have no idea how to stop. I can see the toll it's taking on my partners health and I am sure I reflect the same. I'm sick of always fighting weed smell.
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My main struggle is that I have Endometriosis and weed is the only thing that touches the pain/nausea/Anxiety. I am a little underweight so the munchies were a positive game changer for me. But reading that back now that may just be because its all I've used for it for so long.
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I wanna go to law school and I know I'll never make it there smoking the way I do, and yet I keep reaching for the lighter. :/
u/ScarySammie — 24 days ago