u/Sea-Sea-958

this post isnt meant to talk about eating disorders because thats not somrthing ive experienced and thats a much more serious topic compared to what i want to discuss, which is just something ive noticed in myself. whenever i feel a shift incoming, or if im feeling particulary wolf(dog)-ish a certain day, i eat a lot more than when i didnt. like my brain is telling me to eat as much of the food i have available and rest for hours like a wolf/wolfdog would. its strange because i know its not good for my human body but my mind just tells me to do it. i find myself eating more than i do regularly, especially foods with a lot of protein like meat and egs. i dont rest for hours though because i have other things to attend to but still, does anyone else have eating behavioural changes due to their theriotype?

falling in love with someone who you know would not be a good partner for you because of just how they are with infps, but you still like them

like i hve a crush on this intp person who i know would not be a good choice for me because im fully infp like fully introverted and fully feeling and sensitive and in my head and i know sometimes that intp people can come off as "mean" or too direct for my liking and i hate it when they expects people to fully understand their thought processes and they seem sort of annoyed if you dont and my crush's lack of empathy hurts me sometimes and i know its not his fault its just that i shouldnt be crushing on someone like that because hes not for me; the many many times when he has been less sensitive nd more critical should have been my romantic turn offs because i have no interest in those qualities in people.

but I LOVE HIMMM...! 😭 AND I DONT KNOW WHY. THERES NOTHING THERE FOR ME, but in those rare moments where he has been more empathetic and softer than over calculative shouldn't have been enough for me to fall for him but IT HAS, AND I STILL LOVE HIM AND AJDJFKGKGLFR. I LOVE HIS LAUGHS AND HIS WEIRDLY FEMININE VOICE (?) AND HIS SMILE AND HIS EVRRYTHING 💔

i wish i have no body. dpdr made me feel unhuman and now i have to live with the curse of having a human body and that a part of my mind doesnt classify my body as my own, i want to kill it so i can free myself again.

i feel like two people almost, sometimes i feel like individual A who can live life loving reality and feeling and seeing things and doing things but then at a flip of a switch that character shuts down and I'm individual B left sitting here trying to remember how i once felt as individual A. i cant understand how as individual A i can live knowing that i have a body as be fine with it. havig a body is terrible because DPDR seperated my mind from my body and now im cursed to watch it peform for the rest of its life. i dont know this person. why do I have to watch it every day every minute and second of its life? why cant i just seperate myself from this body and die, while it just continues living without me?

thats why i just want to kill this body, to free myself from having to live it

i think slugcats would feel like squishmallows but slimy. thank you for coming to my ted talk.

signs you are a wolfdog instead of a wolf

i used to previously think my theriotype was a pure wolf, but now i am sure that i am now a mid-to-high content wolfdog.

a wolfdog is a hybrid between a wolf and a regular dog. in this post i will describe features of wolfdogs, and if you relate to these, this could perhaps be one of your theriotypes, maybe even instead of the wolf you thought you were.

wolfdogs are classified and differenciated by their percentage of wolf content. low content wolfdogs would have around 10-49% wolf content, mid content wolfdogs have around 50-84% wolf content, high content wolfdogs have around 85-98% content

high-content wolfdogs are nearly indistinguishable from regular wolves, with minor differences. mid-content wolfdogs can be a litle different from wolves, and low-content wolfdogs can be quite different.

traits of a low-content wolfdog:

* often have a much friendlier, social temprement than regular wolves, but more aloof and independent than regular dogs

* in lower percentage contents, they can be comfortable in an indoor environment, but would still rather be outside

* they have a less wary nature than wolfdogs of higher wolf content, and are on the average more bolder around humans and other stranger dogs, and can tolerate them more.

* appearance can vary, but depending on what breed theyre mixed with, they will often look similar to that breed with minor wolfish differences such as a bigger size or more gradient/wolf-like patterning or colours.

* they have broader shoulders and chest, and larger pointier ears tha a wolf.

* eye colours like blue, white or brown are possible.

features of a mid-content wolfdog:

* wolf eye colours only (amber, yellow, green)

* from a quick first glance, they can look like a wolf

* often smaller than a wolf

* ears are often more pointier than a wolf's

* can tolerate humans and other dogs more than wolves but are still wary of them.

* a more slender chest and shoulders thsn wolfdogs of lower wolf content

* sometimes have a longer or fluffier tail compared to a wolf

* larger paws, but smaller than a wolf.

* acts independent, but not as independent as a wolfdog with higher wolf content.

traits of a high-content wolfdog:

* looks almost indistinguishable from a regular wolf

* could have smaller paws than a regular wolf

* could be a littlr more friendly than a regular wolf, though they are much more independant than wolfdogs of lesser wolf content

* experience seasonal hormonal shifts like a regular wolf

another way to tell if youre a wolfdog therian is if you feel like a wolf, but also feel somewhat domesticated. this is because they have parts of domestic dog in their genetic make up, even in the most high-content wolfdogs. wolfdogs are often also commonly domesticated in large outdoor enclosures.