u/SecretaryFirst484

Both my parents are from Suriname. Im from the Netherlands. They both speak sranan to each other, and to me. I understand basically everything as long as it isnt too "native" or something. My parents do mostly just speak Dutch to me, just sneak in a couple of sranan phrases.

I used to be able to speak it very well as a child, one time my family was in Sr it was the only language i spoke, but then corona happened and we went to suriname less, I also grew older and became ashamed and all.

Now I just feel bad because I have this thick ass Dutch accent everytime I try to speak sranan, and I got trouble making sentences. I also never learned how to read the language at all.

Any advice would be appreciated.

Yeah I dont know. I was 8, and he was 2-3 years older than me as i skipped a grade and he stayed back a few times.

I remember the day everything started. We were sitting at school next to each other doing math. He just showed me his privates and started teaching me everything about sex. He forced me to show my privates as well. He said it was a teaching moment.

He kept on trying to have sex with me ever since that day. He made me watch porn with him and touched me sometimes. He made me kick him in the balls multiple times.

Im hypersexual and have had a porn addiction since I was like 10, the longest ive went without porn or maturation was 6 months.

Everything about me is sexual and has been since It all happened. My humor, my personality, my hobbies. Its like sex has taken over my life.

On one hand everything hes done to me is textbook sexual assault. But on the other hand, he was also just a kid. He probably didnt know any better.

Genuinely, imagine getting detained or something. You give the cop, let's say your drivers license. And that shit says FEMALE + An older photo of yours or something.

And like youve really changed from that old picture or something. And the cop arrests you for allegedly providing a false ID, or something.

Even after you like explajn ur Trans or whatever.

I might just be high but this been on my mind.

Ok bye

My chest is already pretty small, and I like pass already. Or at least nobody has clocked me.

Need other people's opinion on if I can just wear the black tank top while changing. Because my chest genuinely changes size everyday to my own eyes.

Black tanktop + nothing else

https://preview.redd.it/m7c1b57v25oh1.jpg?width=2208&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=439917053c7310058df79b986a4cfe6e498ce5e5

https://preview.redd.it/xaz05c7v25oh1.jpg?width=2252&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=de3be8536875bceb7279b829d2771241607db019

https://preview.redd.it/33oh2f7v25oh1.jpg?width=2252&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=0a4f2f4fe8d15e12c53a98c109146e28ce7aa6f6

https://preview.redd.it/puy7mb7v25oh1.jpg?width=2944&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=3b7e1b6f976fc83f3e400ab8fd730bf987d0118b

https://preview.redd.it/b8g2i57v25oh1.jpg?width=4000&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=356cdc04e77f62b5d8b409c2cb04b3d776ef3119

White thermal shirt + nothing else

https://preview.redd.it/ayf81l7v25oh1.jpg?width=4000&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c6a5fd78caf609d38e2ad6e0b132c44b3a098f8a

https://preview.redd.it/5jegkg7v25oh1.jpg?width=4000&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b097412dd7cd4ac736cb94e569e65f28acc1935b

https://preview.redd.it/4p8qb97v25oh1.jpg?width=4000&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=be9f83f0054263b5606c8b063c5651a4d6a13827

https://preview.redd.it/7dj74f7v25oh1.jpg?width=4000&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=abe2642c463f62cfec5690720c06337fb8f5b3aa

Im definitely not wearing anything white because it accentuates my chest, but I have added those pics for some more insight I guess.

I play ice hockey, the gear is already like 10kgs and after a whole game they become much heavier. I was wearing a 3 sports bras, I know unsafe, plus a tanktop before, but im genuinely done with that.

Im saving up for tape, but my season has already started and I still dont have money.

So yeah.