20+ years of BS
It's so sad to actually put it in words but I've had some sort of eating disorder for over half my life. Starting with restricting in high school , graduated to bulimia in college and now at 42 full blown bulimia and excessive exercise.
I honestly don't even feel like I am an adult even though I have a spouse, a teenager, a full time job, a home.......does that make sense? Well nothing with this disease makes sense I guess.