Ist das nicht die Nische in der Harry Potter gewohnt hat?

Life just feels like a burden I'm sorry

I read that many feel the same about this in this sub.

I know that victim mentality doesn't help, but it's just so fucking hard right now.
It's like life isn't worth living tbh. It's just a damn burden.

Not suicidal, but I wouldn't mind if life ended tomorrow. Because everything that seems to be normal for others is so weird and otherwordly to me.

Even cooking isn't fun with my stupid contamination fears. And it feels like nothing ever gets better either.
If I feel like I'm developing, things get thrown at me to keep me down.

Always 1 step further, 5 steps back.
It's just so fucking obnoxious... how you even deal with this? I don't even know how to find a psychologist experienced enough to deal with all my problems.

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u/Serious-Revolution90 — 29 days ago
▲ 8 r/okko

I'm rewatching the show rn, and s3 red action grudgement day bothers me

As much as I love the show and its messages, this one rubbed me off the wrong way.

I gotta say I hate how they handled the reasoning for Rad's crashout and the way they teased him having feelings for Enid.
Like, why did they tease it at all? They could've gotten the point across without that.

I get it's a joke and all but... I just don't get it I guess?

I even feel like Rad confessing would have had more potential than him just being mad about Red throwing K.O. in lava, which, don't get me wrong, is an excellent point, lol.

What bothers me even more is that she didn't even fix it though! You're telling me that the video upload was the real issue?? Not the fact she threw him into lava? They didn't even stop her from making the actual mistake!

Nah man, that episode just irks me for so many reasons, sorry for the rant.

What did you guys think of it? Did you like it?

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u/Serious-Revolution90 — 1 month ago

Are you guys invisible to your family?

I know invisibility is a common thing for 12th housers, but i gotta ask: Do you have problems with that specifically in your family?

I know we tend to withdraw and keep things to ourselves a lot of the time.

But my family even misses out on elephants in the room, forget to ask about important events in my life, I had to constantly remind them of these things all my life.
I have a problem with being underweight.
I prepare my own food, even though we live together because me wanting fruit is apparantly too much for my stepmum. I didn't even really ever complain about that to her, just got my own stuff because I always hated to bother her with my needs, lol.
My other siblings always sent her to the supermarket for one stupid thing and would throw a tantrum when they didn't get it.

When my family eats together on Sundays, she always prepares an extra meal for my overweight uncle who gets three meals a day, while I don't even get to eat with them most of the time, "cause I wanted to do things my own way".

Most of the time it isn't even my own decision to do this stuff. I blend in so ridiculously well people forget about me.

I also had it with friends, but I feel like your family should know you best.
Somehow they don't, though. And they never tried getting to know me either.
Not even starting to talk about my mentally ill mother who I basically didn't have any contact with until recently.
I literally had to TEACH my own father how to show interest in me.

Do you also struggle with family dynamics?

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u/Serious-Revolution90 — 2 months ago

The same posts keep popping up in my feed

Hi, I'm really glad this reddit exists cause I'm about to crash out, lol.

My problem is, that I keep seeing the same posts from people like every minute or so... not only is it terribly annoying, but I'd also want to know what function would allow them to do that? Like how does that even work??

I know that there's a queue where you can put posts so the system posts them automatically, I get that.

I don't really wanna block like every person I follow, cause everybody seems to use that "spam the same post at least every five minutes" function. :(

The other thing is, that if I check the blog posting the content, the spam reblog isn't even on there??

I have a main and a sideblog, too, and I consider using some of the automatic functions, but I'm really hesitant if it means that I have to spam everyone's foryou page...

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u/Serious-Revolution90 — 3 months ago

Can we talk about ....

ok first of all fuck everybody who can't even put a spoiler tag on their post.
This thing was recommended to me two days ago and some idiot sent a GIF of Jax abstracting, like... XD it's not that hard. Random subs pop up on here so have some decency.

What I wanted to talk about is the fact that Abstragedy is just canon now XD and in the... DIRECTEST way possible too xD

Like???? Gooseworx lied to us. xD

And Jax and Ribbit had something going on too, tbh.

She really lied about this xD I'm still kinda shocked about the end credit scene, I just didn't expect this.

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u/Serious-Revolution90 — 4 months ago

Capricorns help me out here please

Do you get into situations, where you're seemingly the only one with a moral compass??

And when you call others out, that you're somehow the asshole?

I was dealing with a family member who's a literal homewrecker, and nobody called her out on that yet. We had a situation today, and I called her out.

My family seems to be totally fine with this and told me, that I was too harsh.

Do you also experience this?? I need to know if this is a capricorn thing, lol.

Edit: well.. this actually seems to happen to a lot of Caps, lol.
I kinda think there's either being a spineless crawler for us, or being the integrity villain, no in between xD

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u/Serious-Revolution90 — 5 months ago

Wieso sind Menschen so unzuverlässig?! Wir haben alle n Kalender im Handy!!

Mit Sicherheit nicht der erste Post dieser Art...

Aber alter.

Man selbst macht sich 30fach Gedanken, zuverlässig zu sein und stellt sich irgendwelche Erinnerungen.

Ich suche eine Wohnung. Mich schreibt jemand an, mögliche WG.
Wir schreiben, verabreden uns zum Telefonieren.
Ich frage noch: Wann passt es?

Er: Ab 18 Uhr.

Ja und ratet mal!!

Ich: Rufe zu der Zeit an. Nichts.
Schreibe Nachricht: Hatte gerade versucht anzurufen, versuche es gleich nochmal
Ich: Versuche es 10 Minuten später nochmal. NICHTS.

Und das obwohl die Person den Vorschlag zum Telefonieren gemacht hat xD ICH HASSE TELEFONIEREN!

Was ist so verdammt schwer daran, sich an SEINE EIGENEN VORSCHLÄGE ZU HALTEN?!?
Was stimmt nicht mit Menschen???

Sitzen die Menschen da nur und sabbern?!
Wenn irgendwas dazwischen kommt, was Wichtiges verstehe ich das auch. Kann halt passieren. Aber in 98% der Fälle, wenn du denn nachfragst war NIX.

Vergessen.

Wofür leben wir im Technikzeitalter???

EDIT: Schreibt mir jetzt ne Stunde später, jetzt bin ich erreichbar.
Joa... ich jetzt leider nicht mehr. xD Schade.

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u/Serious-Revolution90 — 5 months ago