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I know this sounds ridiculous knowing well I would get beat up by my parents, but at this point, they'll just do anything.

Even dyeing my hair is considered bad, honestly is just exhausting knowing that this doesn't even give me any purpose or pros.

I know a lot of you guys would state "just fake it for now", I'm already giving up to the point I don't care if I get scolded.

I also hate quranic lessons because of how close the arabic words are, my glasses power is literally 500+, it hurts my eyes so badly reading words so small on one piece of paper I don't even know the meaning of.

I like reading there's no denying that, but when it comes to reading something I don't understand the meaning, it just breaks the fun out of it.

I hate this so badly, let's just say I'm a male atleast that makes it a bit better and easier, im a female, I need to wear hijab and long sleeves, is suffocating despite even having an aircond, is just a hassle I can't take the damn quran and read it straight-forwardly.

If I was an arabic male, things would go much easier, I'm not, this is so sadening, I can't belive I'm insecure about my own race and biological sex, something I'm suppose to be proud of, I am, with islam it just ruins it, how it so incriminate with race and gender.

I don't bother people who belive it, but I'm getting my throat shove with things I don't even belive.

My parents know im atheist, they just think my autism is the caused of it, is not.

My mother replied that it was because I was a female, hahahaha, what? Are you kidding me, I'm literally just wearing short sleeves, do you think some random dude is going to touch me inappropriately just because of it.

Do you atcually have a brain, there's no difference.

I hate this so much, women needs to cover head to toe, while man can literally be half naked in islam, the ass religion doesn't even like periods.

So inappropriate. ( sarcasm )

Im already an ex muslims, is just that everytime I try to deconstruct this religion, everything either seem rude or just plain rude.

I hate religion at it's best, I never really seen the aspect on why there's multiple rules in a book for a whole universe.

It gets me annoyed.

Unlike history which perspective or evidence can change, religion is just that, if I get it wrong, is wrong.

Is annoying as fuck.

And eveytime I try to open this up, it seems rude.

About the headcoverings part? Is it true you would be treated as inhumane for not wearing it in islam..

To start it off the reason why im specifically talking about this topic is because of a recent situation in "kem kempipinan sekolah". [ school leadership camp ]

The person who was leading it says a statement where the students follow it goes on like this, male's are better leaders than female's, the weirdest part the students atcually followed even female's.

Nobody is a better leader than the other in a perspective of genders, it doesn't determines your braincells or either your morality.

Quran:

Men are the provider of women

Men are made to be caretakers of women

-Let's think logically without giving a reasoning such as "it was because back than women didn't had rights"

-First Allah is smart and is a infinite god, why is he following society logic to solve the problem, he could make both sides take care of each other equally, sometimes the man can be the househusband and sometimes the women can be the provider, so many options, but only one to pick in the whole quran.

-Second kadijah muhammad first wife is literally a provider for him, so is the prophet first wife is not following allah statements "properly".

Women property

-This is so easy to sum up, we won't get equal property, we only get half the property and 1 in 4 of property.

Search this up and you get it

And no the arabic is not miss translated, if it is usually is much worser, just like the one with hitting your wife, they didn't say lightly hit in arabic translation, ​it says hit, maybe even much worser.

edit: misogyny, I accidentally spelled it wrong in the title.

The amount of times i hear muslims saying "WOMEN are the most cherished in islam" all of those are bulshit.

If you cherished her THAT MUCH, give her the SAME RIGHT AS A MAN, is it that hard, why are you trying to avoid this question by giving excuses back than women didn't had the same right as man.

Even if islams were kinda, just kinda moderately better, why are you trying to use this using your advantage.

A 1400 year old religion can't help the 21st century humans.

Come on, child marriages are not justified in the present or the past, evolution isn't that fast, if it is, give me evidence and let me see how much of a differences of a child back in 1400 years ago VS 21st century children's.

Another thing why is covering A WOMEN, a way to likely stop getting molested, make it make sense, hiding women ain't going to work.

And don't give me more islam let women be leaders or sum other bulshit, give me evidence and I belive you.

My country isn't exactly the type of religious islamic country who restrict women, Malaysia is more of a country that thinks Islam is the feminism and science, doesn't sound logical, but that's how it is, we have a subject islamic science studies and laughable of all is atcually one of the top 1 courses here.

I literally heard the most unhinged thoughts from female muslims here, "male's are better leaders", i hope they searched google and see "leaders aren't born but made".

In the constitution of law it says we can have a female prime minister, but what i heard from my history teacher "female can't be prime minister", I also hope one day they searched google.

Worse part, almost 60% of females here are more educated than male's, but they aren't in higher positions role because they're a female.

All of them thank god when they got good result, wow.

Is not like they didn't read the quran, is just that they we're brainwashed like shit here, not like they don't have rights, like I said earlier, they're just brainwashed.

My smart friend agreed on cutting off someone limbs if they're throughly against the "religion", i don't think i need further explanation rather than this is crazy, first why are we cutting someone limbs for shaming a religion, we can just fine them for assault or sum if they're throughly out of hand, I don't think cutting limbs are reasonable, let alone in the 21st century.

I got so suprised when I heard her opinion about this because she is the type of person to think reasonably, she's also preferable very street smart.

I know this is not the right sub to talk in, but my parents are genuinely shitting on me with the religion talk right now, so I need to remove it fast, eventhough is eventually going to be gone since is semi hair dye.

Why do I care? Why not I just ignored it? They are genuinely embarrassed of my hair, they were already embarrassed about it in it's original form anyways, but ig this hair is different.

I know is because of malaysian society and how i would be the one standing out, but that's the point, I want attention, I want people to look at my pink hair and think is cool, probably not my parents though.

Honestly is weird how when I see a male with dyed hair they are not shamed as much rather than female's hair, im guessing is because of the "freehair" thing.

By the way give me tips, so I can remove it less than a month, I try washing it everyday to see if the color fades away.

It was my fault that I didn't asked them directly for this because I knew the answer would be no.

Im also just a teenager but the dye and the bleach i bought were from the money I got from selling my pins at school, still even in a situation i used my own money they would say no.

Another factor to this is because I would never get caught by school authorities, im a female muslim, but I don't wear the hijab outside of school, the school has rules where all muslim females are obligated to wear hijab or not they get their name written/detention.

So did anyone of you guys experienced this and what were the reactions of your guys parents, also tips on how to comfort them about this...(ToT)

Malay muslims especially they always say marry first, honestly the sounding sounds incredibly stupid, i don't understand why anyone whould had get marry without knowing that one individual yet.

Even one year isn't enough, I would say around 3 to 5 years, or maybe even 7, depends on your relationship and financial stability.

People always says dating is bad and don't do it when you're a teenager, I never seen a problem despite never dating myself, is just a ridiculous wording, haram relationship doesn't goes well with education, it does infact, go to Harvard university sum western high school and see how much Americans or other westerners still succeed in life with a dating life.

Guys fuck it, male's can wear shorts, short sleeves, half naked and importantly they can show their hair.

What does the hijab even benefit, am I going to likely not get molested anymore, im still am, do I get to show my individuality, no fucking hoe, why does a man doesn't need a hijab to know he's a muslim.

Hahahah, excuses, excuses, back than female's were treated like trash, so your way of solving the problem is by hiding your wife, hah, not solve the fucking mysogny.

I'm writing this while wearing the hijab, I hate it so bad, im sweating and I could even potentially get a heat stroke at this point.

I swear I thought it was common sense, slaves are literally still a thing, ever heard of north korea.

I did one google search to prove im right and I search up it wasn't even an islamic country who ban it first.

I swear it makes me rages, these people had never touched google in their entire lives or sum.

He literally debunk me with sum shitty excuses.

Wait don't mention the fact he's those people who monitor the most of females covering, ugh, like it's going to protect females anyway.

I need to delete this later on, but yeah enjoy reading these rants of mine. (ToT)