u/SheikutaWasTaken

Am I looking too deep into it? Is this a common thing against guys? None of my friends seem to have this happening to them

I am the straightest man alive, I am 18 and never had homosexual thoughts. But lately (around 3 years ago) people that are attracted to me for some reason have been predominantly gay guys or trans girls. 90% of my comments/likes on any social media/dating apps seem to be trans or gay guys. 80% of the people that DM me in social media or dating apps seem to be gay guys or trans girls, I am rarely approached by people irl, maybe a person every month or two. Even tho I'm not approached that frequently irl, this pattern seems to prevail IRL for at least 2 years. I have no problem with either of those groups expressing themselves openly, but none of the people I asked have this thing happening to them.

I am not a conventionally attractive person to be honest, I might be a 7/10 in my area at most, I hate to be that guy but I couldn't dress any more traditionally "straighter", especially in my country

Thats about it, they dont seem to have a recreation bar, can i just make them work every hour they are awake? or will they gain mood from letting them play billiards or something

Pretty much that, do I have to go into space for relationships to get better?

M and just recently turned 18, wont get too in depth because I really do not care about what happens to me. I was a horrible person before I had a chance at actually changing, but my family and my girlfriend might actually be the best people in this world and the reason the world is still spinning. My father bettered himself as a person so much when I was born, my mother might be the sweetest person I have ever known and my youngest sibling can't even comprehend what is happening yet but always manages to lift me up. I am afraid my passing will leave them in a bad place specially since I played a big part on them, it is so unfair I can't be the only one suffering but the people around me have to share my miserable existence with me after I eventually go, my mother just also is dealing with both my grandparents forgeting her daughter's name, not even knowing they are their parents, I don't know what to do about it, I don't know how this goes from here. I am desperate for a way for me not to leave anything behind, i think I would actually prefer I'd there was no one caring about me so I can at least go in peace knowing I didn't drag anyone with me. I know it sounds horrible but please don't try to cheer me up to tell me things will be fine. I know it seems like the right things but It is actually so depressing for me

How is a game this simple this addictive, I have started having dreams about playing RimWorld, when I'm out doing things outside in thinking about how my colony will progress, I have been playing the game while watching rat knight or hazzor in the background, I'm not even new to this game, I'm a couple of hours away from 2000 hours. This can't be healthy