u/Shekem

Im planning on starting monotherapy with gel, and I want to maximize my chances of it working. I already know that scrotal aplication is better, and that taking a bath before also helps, but besides that I got nothing

Also im planning on applying 2 pumps (1g each) every 12h, applying one, and right after it dries applying the other, could this harm absorption? If yes, what's a good way to apply it?

Im currently in the start of a graduation in statistics, and more recently I've started wanting to learn a new language, and Im wondering what would be the best one to learn for my carrier (Currently I know portuguese and english)

This was more of vent than anything so its probably really confusing, so sorry in advance

Its not outside change, or specifically changing myself, its "showing" this change. All my life I've never changed to people, I changed, a lot, but only on the inside, for some reason I can't seem to communicate this change or even show the slightest hint of it to anyone without being deathly afraid of doing so

And my main source of dealing with this is just not dealing, ever, so I just grew up this way, never fully connecting with

And genuinely? Its not the running away or lack of connection with people or anything like that makes me want to not be this way, in a hundred other lives I could manage and get around that, its the fact that im fucking trans and because of that I hate my body and I hate who I am, but Im incapable of trying to change to other people this person that I hate, every time I try to do so I get consumed by a primal dread that overwhelms my and my main way of dealing with fear is running away and evading it so I just never talk about it ever

Everytime try to visit a site on my PC it doesn't load and I have to refresh the page multiple times until it works, and a lot of the time the images don't load and I can't use the site properly. This could be just my internet being faulty (which would not be a surprise), but it works fine on my phone, and I tried with multiple networks and with the Hotspot on my phone, and the same weird things keep happening. Again, it could still be bad internet, but its not the regular bad internet problem, its mostly with browsers, and the sites still load eventually, but its much weirder than just bad internet

I've already tried resetting internet configurations but it didn't work Its a windows laptop

Planning my routine and I want to know when can I put my clothes back on. I plan applying 2 pumps scrotally of 1mg every 12h (if its too much I plan on putting it the rest in the inner thigh too)

*should I know this is really niche, but recently I finished watching the series and I fell in love with it, and I've been watching a lot of AMVs since then. "Rosas não falam" literally translates to "The roses don't talk", and it would make a banger AMV focusing on Anthy and Utena's dynamic

Planning on starting gel monotherapy soon, and due to some personal things I may miss the aplication sometimes (at max once a week). I plan on applying 2 doses every 12h, and I may miss one of these aplications (never 2 in a row). Is there any significant side effect? Should I just increase the dosage of the next one, or leave it as it is? (Sorry if this is worded a bit weirdly)

Fui seleção geral do alistamento militar hoje, e me consideraram apto a servir. Pelo oque deu a parecer só era dispensado quem tinha algum problema ou algo parecido, mas eu ainda to bem mal de não terem me dispensado. Vou ter que ver no site do exército como vai estar a minha situação em janeiro de 2027, e provavelmente vou ter que ir a outro negócio militar. No final da entrevista, quando eu tentei pedir pro cara me dispensar ele disse que normalmente vão 3000 pessoas e só 1000 são convocadas, então se eu não quero servir, é bem capaz que eu não vá, mas eu ainda to com um cagaço do caralho. Eu vou começar a faculdade (pública) em agosto desse ano, e eu finalmente tava conseguindo organizar a minha vida, e ter que servir realmente seria muito, muito, muito ruim pra mim. Como vai ser apartir de agora? Eu tenho chance mesmo de me convocarem? Tem alguma coisa que dimunua as minhas chances? Vão fazer exames denovo, ou lá é só entrevista (ou outra coisa)?

Fui hoje no negócio militar e falaram que eu tava apto(a) pra servir, e agora eu teria que esperar até janeiro de 2027 pra ir em um quartel ver se eu vou ter que servir mesmo ou não. Hoje eu não falei nada sobre ser trans ou qualquer coisa assim, mas eu tava planejando começar a TH em Julho/Agosto (DIY), e até janeiro eu provavelmente vou estar bem diferente, mas mesmo assim eu não iria querer ir fem pra uma junta militar, e também retificar documento serio meio complicado pra mim. Agora eu não sei muito oque fazer, alguém que já passou por essa próxima etapa sabe se fazem outra avaliação médica? Já que seria bem melhor contar em privado pro avaliador doque direto pro militar possivelmente com outras pessoas ouvindo. To com um cagaço de me convocarem e bem triste de já não terem me dispensado hoje. Qualquer informação útil sobre essa segunda etapa seria bem vinda (especialmente em relação essa parte médica e trans no geral)

I'll probably never do it, and if I do it will be years from now, but I like to imagine things. I particularly would want to jump from a plane and not to glide around mountains (even though that's really cool). Also what is the recommended age limit for it?

Tenho que ir mes que vem e todo o lugar que eu vejo falam de documentos diferentes e eu só queria saber oque realmente precisa (não quero servir, caso isso mude alguma coisa)

Planning on starting Monotherapy via scrotal aplication (not on HRT yet) and I have some questions

Is 4mg per day (2 pumps every 12h and each pump being 1g of a 1mg/g gel, all scrotally) good or is it overkill?

Can I just put the 2 pumps at the same time? or is it better to put one, wait for it to dry, and then put the other one