It is a disease and really harmful for our country. We were supposed to be the progressive generation. Still we follow old traditions. Some women are slain by these greedy psychopaths.
It is keeping me stuck in a very toxic home environment. And living in toxic abuse would be more freezing. I could've escaped only if i was an initiator.
So, giving information when I try to act. I have a hard problem initiating. I keep on procrastinating. But never start. But I have developed one thing. The freeze is now also inhibiting movement of thought in mind. It causes decision paralysis.
I can't afford therapy because I am not independent. I have to become functional to be independent.