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Warning: Talking About Sexual Stuff

Hello. I am 19 female though I do wonder about my gender (I'm fine with my chest, sometimes they are good and sometimes I find them disgusting) (I would rather have male genitals instead of female genitals).

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I have been questioning my sexuality and gender since I was 13. I used to think I was asexual. I used to be very repulsed by sexual stuff and genitals, until I learned that they could be done with certain conditions (I learned this at 18). I still would not want certain stuff, though.

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For example, I think I would be fine touching someone else (it might take a few times to get comfortable touching genitals, though, as I mostly find them disgusting), however, I do not want them touching me. I would want to be the top, or dominant, though I wouldn't mind being a submissive top (as long as they don't touch me). When it comes to receiving vaginal or anal sex, I do not want that. However, if my partner really wanted it, I do not know if I would refuse (I am kind of scared that I would not). I want to please someone, however I do not want to be touched (arms, legs, head, neck, back, abdomen is okay I guess). I also do not masturbate and do not desire release. I hope, at least right now, that I do not come in my life and also do not receive vaginal or anal sex in my life. I rarely feel aroused (though it is someone's faces/noises they make that will be the most arousing, I guess?).

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I know I have been romantically attracted to men. When I was 13 or 14, I could imagine being in a nonsexual relationship with women, and when I was 15 though I do not remember, I felt like I was pretty certain that I did not want to marry one day, but if I had to, I did not want to marry a man, then I could imagine myself in nonsexual relationship with men, then I discovered that Femdom and pegging exist, and then I realized that I would be fine engaging sexually with anyone (if they do not touch me), however, I'm not sure about marriage. Right now, I think I would want to marry one day, and I can imagine marrying a man who lets me peg him (maybe not letting me peg the man would be okay? However, I would worry that would require other sexual acts to make up for the lack of pegging) and does not touch me in return, however, I am not sure about marrying a women anymore. The last time I had thought that I wanted that was when I was repulsed by sexual stuff. I do not know what to do. I am sorry.

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I also have OCD around orientation. I feel like I am constantly going back and forth or left and right. A worry related to OCD that I have is that what if I do want to please someone (what if I don't want to be in a relationship where I cannot please someone sexually (in certain ways, some ways would be avoided)?)? I cannot tell if I would do it because I find them cute or if it's because I find them sexually arousing or what? I do not enjoy the feeling of arousal, however maybe the act would make me feel closer to my partner (at least emotionally)? When I type this, I am thinking of the act of pegging, mostly.

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I do not want to disrespect anyone. I do not know what to say to people. I do not want to cause any bad feelings.

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I apologize for any disrespect.

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Thank you.

Hello

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Warning: Talking About Sexual Stuff

Hello. I am 19 female though I do wonder about my gender (I'm fine with my chest, sometimes they are good and sometimes I find them disgusting) (I would rather have male genitals instead of female genitals).

I have been questioning my sexuality and gender since I was 13. I used to think I was asexual. I used to be very repulsed by sexual stuff and genitals, until I learned that they could be done with certain conditions (I learned this at 18). I still would not want certain stuff, though.

For example, I think I would be fine touching someone else (it might take a few times to get comfortable touching genitals, though, as I mostly find them disgusting), however, I do not want them touching me. I would want to be the top, or dominant, though I wouldn't mind being a submissive top (as long as they don't touch me). When it comes to receiving vaginal or anal sex, I do not want that. However, if my partner really wanted it, I do not know if I would refuse (I am kind of scared that I would not). I want to please someone, however I do not want to be touched (arms, legs, head, neck, back, abdomen is okay I guess). I also do not masturbate and do not desire release. I hope, at least right now, that I do not come in my life and also do not receive vaginal or anal sex in my life. I rarely feel aroused (though it is someone's faces/noises they make that will be the most arousing, I guess?).

I know I have been romantically attracted to men. When I was 13 or 14, I could imagine being in a nonsexual relationship with women, and when I was 15 though I do not remember, I felt like I was pretty certain that I did not want to marry one day, but if I had to, I did not want to marry a man, then I could imagine myself in nonsexual relationship with men, then I discovered that Femdom and pegging exist, and then I realized that I would be fine engaging sexually with anyone (if they do not touch me), however, I'm not sure about marriage. Right now, I think I would want to marry one day, and I can imagine marrying a man who lets me peg him (maybe not letting me peg the man would be okay? However, I would worry that would require other sexual acts to make up for the lack of pegging) and does not touch me in return, however, I am not sure about marrying a women anymore. The last time I had thought that I wanted that was when I was repulsed by sexual stuff. I do not know what to do. I am sorry.

I also have OCD around orientation. I feel like I am constantly going back and forth or left and right. A worry related to OCD that I have is that what if I do want to please someone (what if I don't want to be in a relationship where I cannot please someone sexually (in certain ways, some ways would be avoided)?)? I cannot tell if I would do it because I find them cute or if it's because I find them sexually arousing or what? I do not enjoy the feeling of arousal, however maybe the act would make me feel closer to my partner (at least emotionally)? When I type this, I am thinking of the act of pegging, mostly.

I have heard of the term, "placio" or "placentric" which I think might describe it? However, I am not sure if, if I were to use that term, it be harmful.

I read the Quick Evaluation. I do not understand things easily, I am sorry.

I do not want to disrespect anyone. I do not know what to say to people. I do not want to cause any bad feelings.

I apologize for any disrespect.

Thank you.

Hello.

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Warning: Talking About Sexual Stuff

Hello. I am 19 female though I do wonder about my gender (I'm fine with my chest, sometimes they are good and sometimes I find them disgusting) (I would rather have male genitals instead of female genitals).

I have been questioning my sexuality and gender since I was 13. I used to think I was asexual. I used to be very repulsed by sexual stuff and genitals, until I learned that they could be done with certain conditions (I learned this at 18). I still would not want certain stuff, though.

For example, I think I would be fine touching someone else (it might take a few times to get comfortable touching genitals, though, as I mostly find them disgusting), however, I do not want them touching me. I would want to be the top, or dominant, though I wouldn't mind being a submissive top. When it comes to vaginal sex, I do not want that. However, if my partner really wanted it, I do not know if I would refuse (I am kind of scared that I would not). I want to please someone, however I do not want to be touched (arms, legs, head, neck, back, abdomen is okay I guess). I also do not masturbate and do not desire release. I also rarely feel aroused (though it is someone's faces/noises they make that will be the most arousing, I guess?).

I know I have been romantically attracted to men. When I was 13 or 14, I could imagine being in a nonsexual relationship with women, and when I was 15 though I do not remember, I felt like I was pretty certain that I did not want to marry one day, but if I had to, I did not want to marry a man, then I could imagine myself in nonsexual relationship with men, then I discovered that Femdom and pegging exist, and then I realized that I would be fine engaging sexually with anyone (if they do not touch me), however, I'm not sure about marriage. Right now, I think I would want to marry one day, and I can imagine marrying a man who lets me peg him (maybe not letting me peg the man would be okay? However, I would worry that would require other sexual acts to make up for the lack of pegging) and does not touch me in return, however, I am not sure about marrying a women anymore. The last time I had thought that I wanted that was when I was repulsed by sexual stuff. I do not know what to do. I am sorry.

I also have OCD around orientation. I have very rarely used labels regarding orientation. I feel like I am constantly going back and forth or left and right.

I do not want to disrespect anyone. I do not know what to say to people. I do not want to cause any bad feelings.

I apologize for any disrespect.

Thank you.