u/Significant-Owl7751

i (16f) am a very good driver. i've never had any issues, never been pulled over, everyone who has rode with me has complimented my driving. today, i was trying to turn left out of a parking lot with my friend in the car. both ways were clear so i went, but there was also a red light the way i was turning so i was just trying to go into the turning lane to wait for an opening. i drive a very big truck so i need a little bit extra room to turn. again, nobody was there, so i had room to go a tiny bit into that lane so that i could turn completely. well, this lady sped up a bunch and i didnt see her in time and ended up bumping into her. i completely freaked out and hyperventilating i drove up a little bit to turn into a parking lot to get it sorted out and it was a busy road so it took a minute and as i was waiting, this lady gets out of her car and comes up to my window and starts yelling at me to pull over because i damaged her car and she needed to call the police. that does not help me freaking out. she was so rude to me and i was already hysterically crying. anyway, cops came and they said im not gonna get a ticket or anything but i still feel so horrible. ive never had anything like this happen and i feel horrible that my friend was in the car with me. her mom came to pick her up and stayed with me until my parents got there and she was so understanding but i still feel horrible.

for the past six months my best friend ive noticed has acted odd. some days she'll barely speak a word to me, others we'll be best friends. i will try to start conversations and she will reply with a sentence and leave the conversation. it comes and goes in waves. this weekend though we were stuck together for the whole weekend because we were in a community theatre play together. id mentioned something about school theatre and she went silent and left. so i asked around and it turns out there was a rumor going around about me, that i dropped out of the school musical because i was jealous of her getting the lead role. that was not the case, i dropped because of issues with the director. it had nothing to do with her. she heard that rumor and immediately believed it. that really hurts that she thinks i would be jealous of her and talk bad about her. she has been one of my closest friends for five years. and it hurts even more that instead of talking to me about it so that we could clear up any misunderstandings, she pretended like everything was okay for SIX MONTHS while she secretly resented me without me knowing. another friend of mine asked her about it and she said "her source told her with confidence" so she believed them over us. this isnt the first time we've fought, but this is the first time that she's shown how little she thinks of me and how our past five years together has meant nothing to her. i have always been the one to reach out and try to fix our issues but im not anymore. i dont want to be the only one to care about our friendship. i told her to let me know when she wanted to talk about it. its been three days. she told our other friend that she's "moving on".

for the past six months my best friend ive noticed has acted odd. some days she'll barely speak a word to me, others we'll be best friends. i will try to start conversations and she will reply with a sentence and leave the conversation. it comes and goes in waves. this weekend though we were stuck together for the whole weekend because we were in a community theatre play together. id mentioned something about school theatre and she went silent and left. so i asked around and it turns out there was a rumor going around about me, that i dropped out of the school musical because i was jealous of her getting the lead role. that was not the case, i dropped because of issues with the director. it had nothing to do with her. she heard that rumor and immediately believed it. that really hurts that she thinks i would be jealous of her and talk bad about her. she has been one of my closest friends for five years. and it hurts even more that instead of talking to me about it so that we could clear up any misunderstandings, she pretended like everything was okay for SIX MONTHS while she secretly resented me without me knowing. another friend of mine asked her about it and she said "her source told her with confidence" so she believed them over us. this isnt the first time we've fought, but this is the first time that she's shown how little she thinks of me and how our past five years together has meant nothing to her. i have always been the one to reach out and try to fix our issues but im not anymore. i dont want to be the only one to care about our friendship. i told her to let me know when she wanted to talk about it. its been three days. she told our other friend that she's "moving on".

i posted about this about a week ago, but it has not gotten better. its been nearly two weeks since i was able to eat more than three bites without feeling like i was gonna get sick. for a day or two i felt better so i thought it had past. spoiler, it did not. along with barely being able to eat, ive been getting dizzy/lightheaded a lot recently in the past month or two. not bad necessarily, just noticeable. a lot of yall told me to see a doctor which is probably smart but i didnt because i thought it was just a stomach virus or something that would pass quickly. how concerned should i be?

basically for the past week ive been having a hard time eating without getting nauseous. on friday i threw up from feeling too full even though i ate a normal amount that day and since then i cant really eat more than a few bites without feeling like im gonna explode. like this morning i only had a clif bar, nothing big the night before, and i actually almost ran out of my classroom i thought i was going to vomit. im not sick or anything, no symptoms except zero appetite. though for the past month ive been getting random dizzy spells even when im just sitting, though that might be something completely unrelated. when do i get worried that somethings actually wrong? ive never had a great relationship with food but its never felt like this