Why did i know abt lewd things when i was in early elementary?
I(14f) have just stood at a realization. I was never sexually abused in elementary school from what i remember but i recall growing up hypersexual. From even before 3rd grade (i dont recall when it my sexuality began but it was before that time) id seen porn during i think around 2nd grade or higher out of my own findings but ive come to question why i knew of rape fantasies and penetration at such a young age, i dont even remember if i watched porn before or after learning about penetration. On top of that i learned of forms of masturbation before knowing about porn and im pretty sure it was of my own findings but i dunno usually i think im overthinking it and say i learned it on my own but sometimes i just wonder, what if im wrong? What if something happened? It’s not like i remember anything actually happening but i just wanted to get the thought and mild wonder off my chest.
All the ages are quite a blur but i KNOW it was during early elementary years, i just dont know the specifics