i have to fall out of love asap
man idk where to start, i've been feeling like that for a year and i can't even tell if that's love or limerence... so i'm a 17 M and ik it's normal in my age to be craving that love feeling and i get that with alot of girls yet i don't take action coz i dont believe this is real and pure love feelings, but something is different with this one girl... ik her from the internet and haven't even met her irl, and we used to text as friends and allat but we stopped coz there was like nothing intresting but she is still in my snap and we have some common intrests...
yet the bigger problem apart from that i haven't met her irl is that she is 13 and i dont know why i'm attracted to her, i think i just like her looks, and this just makes me feel guilty of myself even tho i don't take like crush actions with her and flirt on texting or anything like that and something tells me that we are meant for each other even tho this is a near impossible chance and unlike anyone who likes someone they wanna try and reach out to them, its different for me i wanna stop thinking about her and fanticising my life with her yet i still feel that warm feeling towards her by just remembering her which makes me disgusted of myself coz i can't control my attraction to her as she's really younger than me, even tho it's all in my head and there is no big actions , i just open snaps or answer her dms every now and then to avoid getting close to her as much as i can.
i watch vids on how to stop limerence or stop thinking about someone yet nothing helps... is there anything i can do?
idk if that is some kind of flirting or not but i went to paris once and she told me i really give off paris vibes like in my swag , i dont know if that seems normal or not but my obssesed brain keeps telling me that she flirts with me and i really want to end it all in my mind...