u/Simplespider

Quit about 5/6 years ago, all healed over. Landscaper, eastern european in US, I stay covered in sleeves for the most part but it's pretty inevitable that I'm gonna get some kind of tan. Was just looking down and realized I got shiny white lines everywhere. It doesn't match the rest of my skin tone and I don't want it to be this visible. I don't think they're gonna fade any more than this.

Have done bio oil/mederma/silicone sheets/vit E, a couple more things over the years but that's just what's at the top of my head. I do use sunscreen if I'm not covered.

Delete if this doesn't belong. Not really sure where to post this. I remember a while back seeing a # you can call for someone to basically babysit you in case you OD. It's been 5/6 years and I'd rather not die at this point, but I'm alone all weekend and have no one to hit up. Shame kinda adds to that too. Not wanting to talk about why. I'm just trying to not leave a mess for my partner to find on monday.

These two songs came on back to back on my playlist and they felt similar.

I have a lot of 311, sublime, stone temple pilots, pepper, and limp bizkit on my playlist too along with some other bands and songs if that gives any more detail for my taste in music

I hope this is okay to ask?

I just want it to be realistic and include sensory detail. Preference for fics about opiates but open to other ones. I'm running low on breaking bad fics that scratch the itch and don't know where else to look.

I'll even take oneshots if they're good. I'm desperate and need to read for the next several hours.