u/SirTaffyTush

Hi, I’m an INTP 5w4 459

Frick my life
Frick my talent
Frick my brain
Frick my pain
Frick my accolades
Frick my so called intelligence

FML.

No grit.
Doesn’t give a shit.
Has simply quit
Has no heart
Has no feelings
Has no fight
Has no urgency
Has no focus
Make excuses
Has no pride
I have completly fallen apart.

No more.

Originally this was going to be a relatable “do you hate when you come back from walking and you have to shit but you have swamp ass and makes wiping a chore”

But no.

I hate how there’s a difference between INTP’s and ISTP’s. Damnit, an ISTP can be just as lazy and smart and smelly as an INTP, and a INTP can be as strong and reality-grounded as an ISTP.

I’ve tried studying the damn function and guess what? Some cogs of INTP and ISTP applied to me damn well.

And I’m aware of the “loop” but does it matter if I get out of it, or stay in it to be either one?

I’ve tried again to study cognitive functions and I’ve came to one clear conclusion: I am a Ti-dom

However, with the rest of the functions they flex from Extraverted to Introverted, causing confusion on rather if I’m an INTP or ISTP.

Ni: I internally question the value of why people react and feel the way they do to certain things that usually don’t phase me. It takes a while before a come to a realization that may or may not be true.

Ne: I do have an issue with following through with some things that I like to do (learn another technique in blender, finish that webcomic episode, follow that regime, etc.)

Si: Some of my characteristics are based off the embarrassment and trauma I dealt with in my past, I’ve accused that I have some trauma in me that I don’t want to admit. Also, I have a fear of asking people for help because I’d feel stupid or weak for some reason (getting over that), which is why I usually look things up before hand and try to ease through whatever situation. Also, I do pride (in my art) to be as detailed oriented as I can, until….

Se: …I actually attempt to draw and it’s about 80% accurate. And my idea of drawing/animating something accurate to its original style comes from me seeing these designs and style in action (However that could be Si seeing I based details from an Se driven event, idk).

Fe: I admit I do things for people so that they leave me alone (as long as it’s reasonable), I don’t value harmony for anyone except myself. I believe that people’s problem that I had no hand in shouldn’t require my healing or wisdom. But sometimes I help out anyways, don’t know why?

Fi: If there’s anything I love, it is being myself. Lately, I have been a decline, thanks from me priding myself in my Fi mindset of “being authentic”. When it comes down to it, I hate anything fake, Including people. My “Fi” is something that I can’t break from, my Fi got me to my accolades I have today, and my Fi got me into the drunken depressive slump I’m in today that I’m climbing out of.

So, decide. Do I gravitate towards INTP or ISTP?

This relates to both ISTP’s and ISFP’s, I’ve seen the 16P artwork of both and they each wear overalls and I’ve been imagining real life people wearing overalls and I’m weirdly attracted to them…

I just get the feeling of “security” wearing them. Also, I like when clothes have big pockets (Don’t Ask).

Fucking got my portable AC Window Slider trimmed, installed the damn thing, got two Four Lokos day so good I could suck off a twink and screw a chick (in the butt)