Please help me make a decision 🙏
At a total crossroads rn and don’t know what to do next. I’m 23 and just (literally 2 days ago) graduated with a masters in ECE and became certified. I’ve been applying to DOE schools since April (over 70) and have gotten nowhere. My end goal has always been to work in the DOE for the pay, benefits, hours, etc.
Right now I work at a daycare which I’ve been doing since college. To add more confusion… I quit my previous center in April bc it was a nightmare, and got a new job right after. My thought process was that this would just be for the summer as I’d find a DOE job but that didn’t happen.
I was offered a TA position at a great school on the UWS. I did accept but it’s not legally binding. I love the location, reputation, etc of the school but TA pay is abysmal. I accepted with the hopes that if I grit my teeth and get through the year, I can network internally and get a lead role. Even if not at that school I figured it would look good on my resume.
However… I ended up loving the daycare I work at. The staff, admin, and environment is amazing. The pay that I make rn as a daycare teacher is obvi not a lot, but still better than the ridiculous TA salary. Keep in mind I’m broke lol and need to be practical. The daycare has UPK classrooms, which hire certified teachers and pay DOE salary/hours/benefits all that. I spoke to my boss and she told me there’s no open positions but she really likes me, and when something opens up she’ll let me know.
I’m really not sure if I should go with the TA or stick with the daycare. Both seem like a gamble and tbh I don’t really like either choice. I’m worried i’ll do the TA thing and hate it or it won’t pay off and I won’t get a lead opportunity. I’m worried I’ll get stuck as a daycare teacher forever which isn’t what I want either. That being said my complete failure to find a job this year hasn’t left me feeling good and I’m starting to think I wasn’t meant to be any more than a daycare teacher. I would like to go back and get certified in special ed but I don’t have the money…
Any advice from seasoned DOE teachers who know the system better than me would be appreciated.