Confession (continuation)
Hi.
So I recently confessed to my parents and they helped me nagusap ganun. And then a few days after, everything seemed fine.
Nagbago bigla isip ng Nanay ko. Ngayon sabi nya wala na syang pakeelam saakin. Ieentrust nya sa tatay ko lahat. My mother makes about 500k per month, my dad makes 100k lang per month. And I have 4 siblings.
Sabi ng nanay ko literal na wala na sya ineexpect, wala na syang pakeelam saakin, and that she’d literally just allow me na maghirap. And I understand that. Pero right now, wala pa ko kakayahan. Nung sinabi ko titigil ako muna sa pagaaral para magwork. Nagalit siya na bakit ko daw gagawin yun. I told her of my suicide attempts, and indifferent sya hehe.
Right now, di ko na den alam irereply.
Leader siya sa Church namin and nung nagconfess ako open arms sya saakin. Ngayon tinataboy nya na ako and wala na siyang pakeelam.
Alam ko fault ko. And I’m recovering pero I don’t know how. Help nalang po guys din.