

I'm depressed as fuck.
So, I had a breakup four years ago, and I did call and text her 5–6 times during that period. I don't know whether I should be impressed or depressed. I like the fact that she cut me off completely to stay loyal to her current boyfriend, if she has one lol. Or should I be depressed that she doesn't think I deserve at least one reply.
Anyways, when she left, I didn’t stop her because, at that time, I was nowhere near where I wanted to be in life. It was only after she left that I finally got my life together. Right now I’m employed and running my own business, but every time I meet someone, I just see their flaws. I’m always trying to find her qualities in them, and obviously I can’t because everyone is unique.
She was very fond of kids and wanted to get married, write now as I am writing this who knows maybe she's already married with a kid in her hand. life is funny lol.