Rectocele and not able to go to toilet
I have a rectocele, unsure of stage as dr didnt say, but i imagine it has now gone up another one. I am very upset as my bowel is obviously very diverted, it is bulging out a lot and I have tried but I can't have a bowel movement and it has been afew days. I have PTSD and having fingers inside my vagina causes a lot of distress, I am sobbing now after trying to splint. Also I am heavily on my period and it's even more difficult. Do you think I need to phone my dr or is there anything else that can be done without splinting? Will I be making it worse by not trying harder? I just don't think I can do it.
I am also just so very angry that the drs and midwives went against my wishes 4 years ago and made me labour for over 3 days and used forceps that I do not feel i gave permission for, and they have just completely wrecked my body. I feel like my body was stolen from me without my consent, and I knew something was wrong with my pf but was gaslit to make me feel like it was normal, that it was all in my head.
Edited to add that I tried again but I couldnt get splinting to work, but I could feel that my bladder is also prolapsed. So decided to go back to my GP. This sucks.