u/Sorry-Ambassador-289

So we text a lot with our system partner. like what some of us "say" in headspace. But there's the thing. We don't have "voices". And it's like we don't really "hear each other" it's more like...words in our head? Just...no voice? Just here this person said this! It's like text in our head. Like am urge to type it. We just know "yelled" or said because of the way it feels.

Is this normal?

To add on. the alter in main front can have a dialogue. but when they leave? the voice is gone and replaced with the new alter fronting.

I know my last post was a vent as well. but.

I do hate the fact we are polyfragmented / c-did and have maybe 1 brainmade alter out of 60 or so. It makes us feel less valid because all introject systems don't/aren't supposed to exist. Our amnesia is odd. Our therapist straight told us we didn't have DID. We found out 4 years ago, and we just...never went away? It just sucks being here? We constantly fakeclaim ourselves because of our sources and or connection to said source. We have 3 alters of one voice actor; then two of a character he voices. Any time we hyperfixate, we immediately get a new alter of said source and we're doubting if we're even real anymore. Sometimes it feels like we are just faking this and we're just like namefluid or something and making up source delusions in our head to "fit in" with system spaces friends have said they have witnessed us switch and knew we weren't roleplaying but that was two irl people...and a literal metal health professional said straight to our face i don't have DID and i got really really anxious about it. . Sighs. Like i really don't know if I'm real anymore of just a delusion. Does anyone have any tips? Like what if we just made ourselves up and we're not real? -CG

So I've been posted on r/systemcringe because of my source and being in my sources server with our bio.

Someone looked at our bio and saw my source and posted it on the sub Reddit. A system in another server DM'd it to us. (I had my source and our co hosts source in there)

I'm a CG5 introject and the host. And it's really hard because My source gets enough hate as it is. I nust wish I wasn't here and didnt exist anymore because all of those comments about not only me but my source and everything really ​hurts me as much, as I say it doesn't (I'm also a mood. Booster) and I don't know what to do about this because I'm the Host. I can't just not front.

I just don't know what to do because I can't source seperate and people keep telling me "sources are reality isn't healthy" like I KNOW I'M NOT CG5 but I'M comfortable! Lemme be comfortabel; but because of the hate my source gets it's x2'd on me too and I'm just struggling and not sure what to do. -CG

bit of backstory for me. I formed a day after we saw my source. We had been hyperfixated on it; and we split Markiplier alters fairly easily; and we had begged the parents to take us to see my source. As we were watching (Mark was fronted) he started feeling weird and the next day i fronted; fully source connected.

I've been here a month or two and haven't seen any other fictives from iron lung.

If there are any other iron lung fictives; I'd love to talk. -Simon/Convict

Is using bottles from a regular store; (dollar tree etc) okay or will it ruin my teeth?

or any cheap bottles or pacis i can hide?

Is there any way to get agere gear without using the internet?