u/SourTiramisu00

Since morning I have been feeling uneasy, scared and checking up the time,when the exam's gonna start.

Even though I left this NEET race and the medical field somewhere 6 months ago but it still lingers on days like these and it made me realize how deeply those 3–4 years stay with you.

It's in my past,those 3-4 grueling years, where I was hating myself, I was so damn confused of what my future holds.

5th May 2024 and 4th May 2025 were the days which were constantly revolving in my mind today.

How I cried so much after the exams and those years were so damn suffocating.

I know all the aspirants must be in exam hall right now, giving the examination at the moment I'll be posting this,but what i wanna convey from this post of mine to you all after you'll come back and read this is that

Please don't be hard on yourself at all.Not Today.

However the exam goes,just take it easy for you,at least for today.

Be it that you prepared to the best of your abilities or not,be it that it went great or not,be it anything but take it easy for now.

You'll face the uncertainty for what your future holds for you,you might even blame yourself for everything,yes there will be, but please trust that things will turn good someday for suree.

I was also so confused and uncertain that I don't know what should I do,maybe it's just over, I am done but rn when I look back I thank myself for not giving up on believing that things will get better sooner or later.

For many of you this will be end of your Neet journey,for others it might be a fuel for another restart,for many they'll leave it behind forever and start into something else.All of those are valid.

Just don’t let one exam decide how you see yourself.Be a little kinder to yourself today.You’ve earned that much.

And whichever decision you take,just be easy on you and trust that it will be okay,you are gonna make it the best out of whatever your future holds up.

All the very best🤍