u/Spartaco9999999

I have no words, I am a whole different person, even compared to the man that did post here a few days ago because with each passing day I'm achieving a new level of transformation.

Truly I tell you, this is God, this has nothing to do with my commitment, God is the one gifting me with level this motivation.

I was lazy, I used to isolate myself, I felt inadequate, I was fearful and tormented, my life was going nowhere. I have spent these last two years completely isolated but this has been going on for at least 7, it just got progressively worse and I had to remove myself from society.

This was not me, at all, I'm an extrovert, proactive, very loved in my community, I have many friends thankfully.

I was constantly feeling numb, worried, incapable of taking actions. Any time I would try to take action It just got worse, I had no direction and no hope.

Now, I cannot even describe how I feel inside... I'll try:

I am healed, I feel peace, life is amazing, my mind is calm, I feel confident, I have a sense of purpose and I'm beyond hopeful for my future.

I am instinctively motivated to do good things, I cannot stop that, for example going out to genuinely spend time with friends, taking a walk with my small cousin and my dog, confronting my father about his bad behaviour (which he did happily recognize), I see how I am mending a severely broken relationship between two friends.

I did reach out and have scheduled a job interview for next week, a friend casually offered me an amazing job without even knowing I've been looking for one, today I have received an offer out of the blue outside my country, to be specific this is literally an agency so similar job offers are going to keep coming even if I turn this one down.

Last but not least, the night I went out with friends the girl of my last post was around, a friend casually tells me "I've seen xxx, she walked right past me and she's here".

We don't live in the same place, no one has seen her in years! And she was there - thanks to God I feel nothing but love as a friend now, so I did not even feel the urge to look around for her or anything, I was pleased to hear that she was there as you would with a friend and that's it.

I don't even care if this is a sign, I know it was yet even if it were to be a sign I would interpret it as a sign that I am healed because I truly felt nothing and it didn't actually move me - in fact I'm genuinely looking forward to enjoy time alone with God or a new life partner if He desires so, I truly have no fret.

I'm mentioning this because previously I felt like this was the "only" woman of my life and that was lost, now I don't see her as "my" woman, I feel nothing and I know that nothing was lost.

I feel no Lust, zero, that went away on my very first day without me even intending for it, it just fell away like that and I feel like it's a huge factor in how I'm feeling, thinking and acting.

This post is very long, there are so many things that I did not mention so let me know if you have questions. I'm not sharing this for myself or with the intention of speaking about me, I have been inspired by the Holy Spirit to share this, I hope that this is going to motivate and help anyone that is struggling right now.

Trust me it was completely hopeless, my life was lost and it was about to get way worse, I could never do this myself, I had zero strenght left.

This all happened over the course of just 10 days.

I love you everyone.

Huge believer, fully in it all day and night for years

Theoretically, I am a LOA pro, I could fabricate some success stories, fool some idiots in r/NevilleGoddard and do "coaching"

It's a long story to share, it's really a lot, I have been practicing it for far too long, but that's the end result... It ruined me and my life, I'm very open to share anything to explain how and why it was LOA and not "me blaming LOA for my failures"

It is a cult, I did get into it as a teenager, it fucks up your mind and your life

I have my own techniques, applied all techniques etc., I did register everything, daily, I have tens, hundreds of thousands of failed manifestations, it is obviously bullshit

I'm open to share anything, I just won't share the story here because people may not care

I have been trying to manifest her back since 2021, don't judge me, many of you know how it is with these "Teachings", they literally give you mental illness and you can't see reality anymore.

Please, if you still have doubts accept that this stuff doesn't work before ruining your life.

And, if you were to ask me, it isn't hopeless, God is real and prayers do get answered.

For context:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Catholicism/s/t81MXmXOV2

After 5 years (yes, a very long time) I was still hung up on my ex for various reasons, many reasons, aside from the extremely strong bond and love that we shared I thought she was the woman of my life - years ago I did ask God to let me meet the woman of my life and two weeks later there she was.

I was responsible for the terrible and painful break up that we shared, I did hurt her badly and even initiated the break up despite being desperately in love - I still fail to understand how that came to be, I strongly suspect it was demons toying with me.

Long story short, as you may imagine I fell into deep depression, confusion, mental health issues because I also dramatically lost two of my closest family members and caretakers plus my dog, virtually the last entity left that I loved deeply at the time.

I was still hurt from the break up and hoping despite being in total no contact and years apart, dreaming about her every night, in this sort of delusional and schizophrenic state because I thought she was meant for me considering how God created and then guided our relationship, my mistakes that made it impossible for her to accept me again, etc.

I came back to God just a few days ago after starting a Rosary and Novena, I did receive an Illumination and all of a sudden I remembered Him.

I did decide to incorporate the intention of healing this relationship; at the same time I was paying attention to her socials as I often did, her acoounts being private I could only see 5-6 of the people that she was following thanks to suggestions but finally I did manage to nail down the social circle she's in and found someone posting a picture, with friends, at her house.

I started following these accounts but none of them had pictures or interactions with her, so I felt relieved and thought they were just friends of friends.

Anyway, seeing how pathetic and unsustainable this situation is today I asked Mary to please give a clear answer, if it was worth it to keep praying and fight for her I would do so until my last breath, but if it wasn't to please give me a clear and unmistakable sign so I would finally start praying for my healing after years of hell.

Well, after 30 minutes at best one of those accounts finally accepted my follow request, I start scrolling the pictures and here they are, they have been together since 2024 at the very least, travelling the world together and such.

This came after years of me trying to figure out what was going on and being incapable of getting closure or a clear answer.

Mother Mary has answered me, I cannot tell if I am relieved or sad, maybe both, but it's what I needed and what I have asked for. The alternative would have been for me to keep being stuck, hoping and suffering, in this weird and extremely painful situation.

Sorry if this is a bit long, be patient with me please, I think context was needed and it's very fresh, it just happened.

Anyway, long story short, She has answered immediately and she has answered just as I have asked.

My journey starts again today, God is real, with God all things are possible.

This is a channel that I’ve found, a man that fully believed in the LOA did open a channel to document his challenge of going “all in” with it expecting nice results - as he admits and testifies, you can see how over the the years his life got pretty much ruined.

If you scroll back to the initial videos you can see how deluded he was…

I’m offering free readings today, feel free to DM or comment!

I’ve just disinstalled DEI out of frustration after seeing Masaesyly (a two-settlement nation) pumping out three fully stacked armies against me. I’ve been playing on normal AND even had the Population submod active.

Unless there was something wrong with my game, how is that even reasonable, or entertaining?