Recs for media about getting centred in self energy?
I've had feedback from a partner that I am very guarded, especially around his friends and people I don't know, and this is causing strain on our relationship.
I know it's a part and it's a part that shuts down when it feels like it may be rejected or not accepted, it's a little dissociative and stops me from feeling free and being myself.
It's something I've already been working on, but now it's been pointed out I'm having a lot of shame around it. The part that was created to stop me being rejected has caused me to essentially be rejected.
Are there any podcasts/audiobooks or talks about grounding yourself in self/adult energy and operating from the heart? Being genuine and authentic and staying open?
Thanks!