u/SperBcity

Idk.. what do you recommend and why?

I mean, Idk.. At first, I thought I was an INFP at first because I did like writing and whatnot..(Oh yea, I sucked ass and never truly understood what made a character so charming.. it never clicked sadly 🫤)

But I feel like this deep intuition developed when I started writing, and my OCD always tells me "I changed types" when in reality idk if that's the case or not.

I became more abstract with my ideas over time, yet these ideas never felt true to who I was and when I accepted being an ISFP (to shut my OCD the fuck up) I felt nostalgia, like i was 17 all over again. So is it true? Can an ISFP develop INFP like intuition assuming they spend years studying their charm and whatnot? (Sorry if this post seems kinda dumb )

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Now I hope I am not being nosey by asking, but I tend to dream about this show every now and then and i haven't watched a single episode of this show since 2014 (if memory serves me right) and the dreams make no sense either..

I had one where I was on team Amazon while 10 years old and was never eliminated formerly because, well according to my parents who yanked me off of the show, I sucked so much ass at the game itself, and the contestants were sparing me (over and over again) out of sheer pity 😆

Anyways... the other players never said a single word either.. it was just dead silence and again, I was 10 years old ha ha.. why the hell was this even acceptable? But i also was wondering if a lot dreams about the show, the characters, and the game was normal for people who actually watch this.

Maybe not cannon ships... but some shippers and how far they are willing to take some ships? Oh god 😳 .. it's like I read some of the things that they might post and think "God, you're like 12.. You really need to have your head looked at. not tryna be mean or anything..."

Title says all honestly.

I feel this way and nothing seems to work.. every time someone says something that is overly offensive then it physically hurts me.. it is embarrassing, but it is also annoying.

Also, I suppose me being AUDHD doesn't really help me a whole lot in this area :/