u/Spiritual_Path338

I am pale, very skinny (way too much) , my neck is abnormally long, can’t smile with teeth as it is lopsided and overall i just look a disgusting mess. Meanwhile my husband is tanned, muscular and perfectly symmetrical with the most amazing smile. Never once has anybody pursued me before him. I do not know what he sees and whilst I am so grateful I feel embarrassed at the same time, like I am just the ugly wife. I have never met any of his friends because I refuse to be the butt of a joke. I just want to feel beautiful. I got rid of my biggest insecurity when i was 18 which was my nose, got a rhinoplasty, and i thought it’d all be fine after but no. It is mainly when i wear dresses that I feel most insecure as everyone can see my neck and arms but in hoodies I can feel good. I have never even worn a fancy dress before, not to prom and not to my wedding because I knew i would hate it. I have tried to gain weight for years but it doesn’t work. Anyway that is all I have to say.

I’d like to know of anything i could start doing when my first baby is born so that when they are an adult they have keepsakes to look at.

Pictures and videos, diaries documenting their daily life, a baby box eg.

all ideas welcome!

I bleed for months at a time and have been this way since i first started my period 4 years ago. I have had blood tests which helped to rule out endo, thyroid issues and various other things and then a speculum exam with no results and an ultrasound too. They can’t find any cause and it is just freaking annoying, why can’t anyone help meeee? I will never be able to have sex like a normal person and idek can i still have a baby