u/Spiritual_Thanks_595

Ever since i let out my personality at 15 i've been experiencing the worst criticism ever, i do try to change but sometimes i cant help it, i either joke too much or im too dull and its hard being perfect to someone's likings, and my ADHD makes things worse, i cant stand still at all and everyone hates me for it, my friends, work friends, it just sucks. My friends and work friends tell me the same thing. "You're so f\*cking annoying" and ngl it hurts, i know im at fault but it still does, nobody listens to my interests, they say im too boring, avoid me on purpose or treat me like an object, and tbh its starting to take a s\*icidal toll on me, i feel like nobody cares about me because of how i am.. but i'll isolate myself again because i should've stayed isolated from the start, i sometimes even cry myself to sleep when i realize nobody really cares at all, my work friends especially say that im useless, super annoying, taking up space for someone better, or just the worst, just for being myself, i know i joke too much at times but i cant help it at all, i sometimes wonder if i even deserve to live for someone in my mental state, i think they're all right about me. Its why everyone avoids me from my school, its why im always forgotten about, im the problem and i always will be.

Hi, i wont say my name or age but im from egypt, i've had a lack of friends since i was a kid and i wanna be friends with anyone at this point, boys or girls, i wanna be more social and i wanna be less lonely cuz im done with this bs that im living in, so if u wanna know more about me and my hobbies, hit me up

Just wondering if any of u guys know/have a 2 way piston bolt design, doesnt have to change directions, i can deal with that, i jst want a good and a steady design