u/Starsoflights

I'm really embarrassed to ask this here, but I have this big question🥹

I kinda want to know more names that are casual, u can meet people with that name but aren't that popular, idk like Tatum, Charlene etc? It can be Any type of name but please put

Like

American name:

Etc etc, thanks

Hi, i'm Fel, i'm 16 years old

I've always had a very powerful imagination; I always imagine many things: stories, characters, entire worlds, complete fictional countries

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But it's exhausting. I really enjoy drawing, but I'd like to complete a story. I love creating characters and stories of all kinds; it's exhausting in a way

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I don't know if this happens to anyone else, thanks for reading! :3

I have an idea for a comic; I have the story, characters, plot, everything. But I really struggle to feel comfortable with my own style, and I feel like if I asked for help, nobody would take it seriously, and I wouldn't feel like that comic is mine

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But I still wanted to ask for help if anyone was interested or wanted to know what it's about. Thanks for reading

My problem isn't so much my writing as my drawing style, but I still want to improve, but I don't feel comfortable.

All this noise, I never saw it coming,

But there's not much left to say.

So I'll sit here with my thoughts tonight,

And let them drift away.

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I'm glad I left the letter,

At least they'll know I cared.

Please don't hate me for this,

I was never prepared.

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Every breath that I let go,

I pray won't be my last.

But at least I know you'll be alright,

When all of this has passed.

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And I know it was selfish,

I know that's true.

I'm sorry for the pain,

For what I'm putting you through.

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But at least I left the letter,

The one I hoped you'd find.

To tell you it was never your fault,

Please keep that in your mind.

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And I know this was unexpected,

I know, I understand.

I never wanted you to see

These cracks beneath my hands.

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So I'll leave my stories,

My memories, my name.

All the love I've ever carried,

Like a small and fading flame.

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And sister, I'm so sorry

For the times I wasn't there.

For every silent moment

When you needed someone near.

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But I leave you all my knowledge,

All the strength I learned to keep.

And know I never stopped loving you,

Not even in my sleep.

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Even if I had to go,

Even if I couldn't stay,

My heart will still be with you

In its own quiet way.

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And every song you'll listen to

Will carry me somehow.

A whisper through the melody,

A voice beside you now.

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I always thought I'd live forever,

Or at least a little more.

But I never learned to silence

All the noise behind the door.

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So forgive me.

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And maybe this sounds awful,

But part of me feels free.

Relieved that I never hurt someone

Before I had to leave.

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At least I left the letter,

And if I have one final breath,

There's only one thing left to say

Before I welcome rest:

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I love you.

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Heavily inspires on Last words of a shooting Star by Mitski

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This is a vent song, so yeah

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I'm not trying to make expert music bcs im kinda too stupid bcs of that but yeah

I'm a big fan of psychological horror stories, and I'm looking for something that accurately portrays mental illness or something like Scream or Jigsaw, Even something like Doki Doki literature club, pretty please!

Okay, so we all know the ending where Sayori becomes aware and Monika erases the entire game so that no one else has to go through what she went through

But does that also include the idea that, if Sayori also had that epiphany, is it still false as Monika believes she is?

The answer (or at least how I think it is): No

They are all entities from the same place, only Monika, being the only conscious one, believes it is real and the others do not, But that's an idea she tries to give herself so she doesn't feel so trapped and overwhelmed Because if we think about it, if others can have that epiphany, it puts Monika in a checkmate position Because it means that either they are all equally false or they are all equally real Making Monika reflect on whether her actions hurting her friends were real or fake

Were her friends real, or was Monika not real and just as fake as her friends? That's the question we need to ask ourselves, since it puts her on a level with her friends in terms of existence

I want to clarify that this is just my theory, and if you have another one or share the same one, please feel free to share it