How does Saturn 1st house square natal mercury transit effect my sense of self?
There's a strong loss of self-esteem, drastic bodily changes and there is a recurring pattern of past remedies. I keep facing things that I buried long ago and they effect my mental health. I want to go through this transition and evolve my personality accordingly. Especially on the topic of self esteem. It squares my mercury which rules over my stellium and stelliums house.
What would be the explanation of this transit, the impact of it to my first house and my Mercury which is ruler of my stellium and how should I guide my way? Thank you.for further assistance.