So if Im gonna wait until 3rd round to freeze. If i apply for spot round is my frozen seat cancelled ? How does it spot round work people are talking abt physical reporting is it like interview and if I get spot round does that mean im selected for the round or I got a seat im so fucking confused . Deadass can someone explain the whole process
SENIORSSSSS HELP ME OUTT!!!
So i got chennai AD and well im hoping to get hyderabad AD by 2nd or 3rd allotment ANYWAYS.
What laptop should i get that'll help me out for like next 7 yrs
like parents like are like use it for 10 yrs but I doubt thats possible idk shit about laptops
The prices are increasing and id rather not wait until august to get their pockets burned
HELP ME OUT chatgpt is recommending gaming laptops but my bf said I wouldnt need that im so confused atp ive been " phone only " girl
Like i genuinely did everything right- like how do I know which document is wrong or has discrepancy
I dont like my mum and its not because shes abusive , i mean yes she sucks at being my mum but shes an okayish mom in general and she doesnt deserve the mistreatment atleast not from both her daughters . I just dont like her . Got zero emotions towards her unless its money related atp shes just an atm and i feel bad. I cant force myself to love her i just wonder what went wrong.
My mum ( 45 F ) , single mother , physics prof in a reputed college got 2 kids me (18 F) and my sis ( 16 F) . Mum grew up in a very loving family , family first sibling bond kinda life where as i was brought up half inside family court half in a household with unstable family members with their own trauma , young widow grandma , divorcee mum , younger sister who basically got her own issues and me . Mums got 2 brothers shes the eldest they've been involved in our lives too but they live abroad . One of them had a psycho wife , ongoing divorce and the youngest one has a loving wife who im the most close with in my family after my sister .
The problem is after my grandpa died when I was 7 I was introduced to r rated games and youtube videos and all I dug it up myself . Ive done very weird shit for a 7 yr old . And then later porn and etc had an unhealthy life ever since i got a bf ( now ex bf )in 10th ive been lying to mum . Sneaking out and etc had sex when I was young and pretty fucked up shit . My mums indian conservative and I feel like I can never bond with her because I have a bf I sneak out with him . I still lie and i dont have a choice cause simply she wouldnt agree . But I feel bad , I feel bad that shes lived the past 18 years for her kids and hasn't done a single thing for herself . Even if I despite our other million problems I choose to care and even try like her . Id still lie and its all just fucked idek whats going on.
What should I do ? Keep lying and live my life get out of my home and never look back or well what else ??