







do you have any idea what’s it’s like to be short? not only short but not pass, but am a short little guy. it’s very cruel. I get height mogged by girls all the time. I just want to be taller so I can say I was a real man. but alas I’ll be a small little man. ( I’m mtf btw )
this is cruel
I certainly dont want to be the people someone makes fun of, it actually makes me feel worse being non passing and openly trans. but to be a… I reallu don’t know how long I can keep on doing this. I originally started HRT after gender dysphoria become so unbearable that I couldn’t keep on going. but like, the relief of HRT never actually came. I really tried, I really really tried. I don’t know what to think anymore. in fact, I almost can’t think. I can’t even really work at my full capacity in society. I’m basically becoming jhon 50. this is a really cruel fate
all it will do is make me upset or sad. even if I face pass my deltoid is 18
I talk a lot about lookmaxing to him and how I need to be good looking to date an LTN, but recently he started asking me if I wanted to become a girl. It almost feels like he wants me to become a sub 5. Although, if my therapist is telling me this, should I listen to him? I can’t help but entertain his suggestion. He told me it will never go away and that it will only progressively get worse over time. He says I hate them because I want to be one.
Once people pass, all of a sudden they start having the worst takes. It’s like they just become cis or start talking like they’re on Facebook.