Hi, I got tickets to a 2 day show and when I look at it the date only says 24th may. Is it normal or i got it wrong and it’s just a one day ticket ? Sorry if the question is asked a lot but im a little bit nervous about this…
I lost my brother to suicide in October 2025 and I regret not trying to save him.
My brother took his own life on the 1st of October 2025. He took a medicine that made him die, we still don’t know what it was exactly because we don’t have the toxicology analysis results yet. My mother found him on his bed when she got home from work, she told me he looked like he was sleeping and wasn’t in any pain.
The medics told us he probably didn’t suffer regarding his facial expression and position when he was found, but I can’t help keep asking myself if this is really true. I know that sometimes they tell the family that the person didn’t suffer to reassure them…
During the whole day before I got the news I felt weird, I had the feeling that something was wrong. When I got home I saw that his car wasn’t there. I immediately thought he was out to get food or something but deeply i knew… I knew something horribly wrong happened with him.
Later when my dad got home he got a call from my mother (for explanation my parents are divorced so we were one week at my fathers and one at my mothers and he did it at our mothers house)
My mother told him that my brother killed himself and when I heard this my heart shattered in a million pieces. I was in shock, I couldn’t breath, couldn’t think straight. The following days I was so empty, I lost a part of my soul with him.
6 days after I got to see him at the morgue. For the first few minutes I saw him, I wanted to run far away from what I was seeing. I was looking at my dead brother in his coffin, something no siblings should ever have to see. But as the minutes passed I felt more "comfortable" looking at him. He looked beautiful, he even had a little smile.
I touched his hand and I will never forget the coldness of his skin…
And now here I am, I regret not trying to help him. I knew he was really depressed. For some context we didn’t had the best relationship. He was very closed off to everyone, he would stay in his room all day long in the dark not talking to anyone. My parents tried to help him but nothing ever worked…
I miss him so much I wish life had been kinder to him, I wish I could’ve told him how much I loved him. I wish I could’ve help or saved him. I still blame myself thinking of what I could have to done to prevent him from doing that… I wish I could apologize to him for all the bad things I may have said or done to him.
He was such a good person, he really had a kind heart and soul…
I miss my brother and I needed to get this off my chest.
PS: sorry for my poor vocabulary English is not my first language.
So I’ve ordered a shirt and a hoodie from the Terra incognita collection more than a month ago. The problem is that the status of the order has not changed since then. So I was wondering if some of you have already ordered from their official store and how long did it take to get your order ?
PS : I ordered from France so I don’t know if they ship from US or not and if it change something