My mother joked about me using the fancy word for sad when I said I'm depressed. When things are bad, the video helps me pretend its a mother figure telling me what I needed to hear.
So I was diagnosed last year as an adult, and I don't even want to share it with my youngest brother who's the only one I'm remaining in contact. I just know he's going to share it with my sister, mother, and father who's going to use it against me. They, particularly my eldest sister, will use it to invalidate every decision I make like she always does. I'm just going to give her more ammunition.
Anyone else deciding to keep it private?
I noticed that Wally mentioned that Frank was talking about Julie when Frank asked what he was talking about again. But if you track their conversation, Frank was talking about Eddie and went on tangent about a bug. Which I kind of find it weird because Wally had insisted on Frank doing everyone's voices, but he on-purposely made Frank not talk about Eddie as much as others.
I'm pretty sure Wally was aware of their conversations being recorded for storybooks. But how much was his intentional involvement in keeping Welcome Home's supposed status quo?
I once read a fanfic named Hipppocratic Oath back in fanfiction.net. The story started after the ending of the manga in which the wedding didn't happen because all the other suitors came up for a fight. That caused Akane to draw back from Ranma and focused on herself, and on that road, made a promise to Dr. Tofu to stop hitting Ranma.
Ranma does noticed that she's keeping her distance and while he did start some stuff to put her in a situation where she would have to rely to save her and shenanigans ensue, his growth didn't start until Akane accidentally discovered who P-chan truly was and found out that Ranma knew all along.
However, the story hadn't updated in years.
Do you have any recommendations of similar fics?
I mean, a panda's black and white and Buggy, as a character, is very colorful. Shanks' animal motiff in his Vivre care is more understandable since it's a lion and it does remind me of Shanks a bit with his red hair being like his mane and that he's an emperor.
This is probably my third post in this forum in the same day, so, sorry about that. But I just have to ask.
For context, it still angers me every time I remember what my past therapist put me through. And I'm trying to move on and focus on me.
But one moment I'm fine, I accepted that bad things happen. Then, the next, when I was stressed and alone with my thoughts, I suddenly felt everything and I found myself throwing a bottle of lotion against the wall.
I don't want to spook my kitten again. And I don't want this to be a habit. Does that happen to you too? I mean, how did you deal with it?
That's it. That's the question. I had gone through three therapists already, all CBT, and none of them are effective in helping me.
One pressured me into forgiving my mother and sister. Two, is old and obviously no longer updating her education, so maybe she doesn't count. Three, wanted me to to have the end goal of talking to my family again.
But the common denominator of the first and third therapist is that it makes me feel like I'M the problem. Like I'm the one who was at fault for cutting contact when my mother upfront said she nothing to apologize for when she chose her creepy cousin over her daughter. I felt crazy.
Or maybe it's because my country is old-fashioned when it comes to family. I gave up finding a therapist now. Emotionally-focused therapy and EMDR were supposed to be more effective for trauma, but it's scarce in my country when I looked them up. I guess it's back to self-help books.