I was having a debate on how much someone would spend on an Ohtani signing event. He can sign anything trading cards. My number was 10k per auto. What do you guys think?
So this is lowkey a long story but I really really need help and I seriously don’t have anyone to talk to and I desperately need something
So this starts like November 2024 I (15M) was like talking to a girl and let’s call her Lilly (14F). We went to St. Louis for a church trip and it kinda sorta clicked maybe except not really? She knew I liked her and she wasn’t really ready kind of? But we hung out quite a bit and everything together. She added me on snap and we genuinely were talking and planning dates and stuff and January we were like fting for 2-3 hours and it was great.
Then my friend at the time told me she’s talking to some guy from a close town (ig I didn’t make this obvious but we lived in the same town) and idk it gave me huge trust issues that still linger and we kinda stopped after I had a mental breakdown on text I didn’t have a great mental health but it really wasn’t too bad until then. So we stopped all together in February.
Fast forward to June 2025, We see each other for the first time and she adds me back and we start being friends again and I was fine with it, still really liked her and everything ofc. She was so beautiful and amazing to me other than that issue so it’s fine to me ig. We hang out and she definitely can tell I like her and she kinda plays into it and we keep doing this until July when people start noticing us and everyone thinks we dating and she’s making me bracelets and everything now.
Then she gets distant from me again… don’t ever ft and hang out and I see that my best friend is her number one and I kinda felt betrayed a little bit cuz he knew how I felt and everything about her. So I kinda got the feeling that he was talking to her and I panicked and blocked her idk why…
October 2025
I see her for the first time since and we talk about how it’s been and everything and we plan a movie date together. That went great and recently I was praying about what I should do with her and like what I should say (yes I still liked her) and I got multiple signs saying yes tell her how I felt. We watched a movie Idr what and we also planned about going to Sioux Falls for like shopping and such. After the movie I tell her how I felt, she took it fine like she wasn’t mad and she said we should stay friends and I just felt relieved about it in a sense. A week later we have a conversation about how that made her uncomfortable and she doesn’t wanna talk ever again
I see her every now and then and I don’t say a word, I still miss her so much even as a friend literally nobody compared to her and I saw her for the first time in a month today and just felt all the emotions come back and idk what to do and I’m just completely lost now and need some help…