Just got to Taiwan and I’m already loving it here 🥹 The food has been so good, everything feels so convenient, and there’s just so much to see and explore.
Sharing some photos from the trip! ❤️
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i realized i was the one bringing all the warmth. i was the one making things fun, being sweet, saying “i love you” first and keeping the connection alive.
and he… just mirrored it.
if i stop being sweet, he stops too. if i don’t text first, we barely talk. if i don’t say “i love you” he never says it first. it’s always “i love you too” never just “i love you.”
for the longest time i thought we had this effortless chemistry but now i’m wondering if i was just seeing my own energy reflected back at me
i confused reciprocation with initiative. theres a difference between someone responding to love and someone naturally giving it.
it’s such a painful realisation bc i thought he was this warm, affectionate, fun person. but maybe i was the one bringing that side out and i mistook it as who he naturally was.
sometimes i wonder if i miss him or if i just miss the version of myself i got to be around him.