Stuck in a time loop

Earlier this year I underwent a traumatic awakening of sorts (at least partly fuelled by psilocybin).

I realised shortly after I've lived through the events of this year several times now.

It certainly isn't epilepsy.

Any help or constructive conversation would be greatly appreciated.

Love to you all.

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u/SweetestJim — 4 days ago
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This year on repeat.

I've re-lived this year several times.

Has anybody else experienced anything similar?

Things were just starting to improve after decades of great suffering - a traumatic 'awakening' had me fooled i was transmuting in some way. Now I appear stuck.

I want to see my family grow, I want to contribute to humanity, to create.

Before everyone starts, it is not epilepsy.

I hope you guys are doing better. Much love to you all. Humanity is the light in this world.

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u/SweetestJim — 6 days ago

I'm a very bizarre situation in life. I would greatly appreciate any help.

Not sure why the icons are white like that. I've not tried it before, sorry.

u/SweetestJim — 1 month ago

Someone who has 1 week to live

How feasible is it that someone could prepare a batch for someone who direly needs it, with no previous experience making it? I'm seeing a lot of complicated methods.

If someone could provide a simplified version (none of the 'you could use this or this but use this because this')...

The list of ingredients, the very basic tools, and easy to follow steps. (Or a video would be great)

I'm concerned the bark powder wouldn't arrive in UK soon enough as it is.

Any help would be wonderful.

Thanks guys.

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u/SweetestJim — 2 months ago

Anybody with intense deja vu?

Anybody willing to share their experiences/chat with me would be very welcome..

How often? Did it increase in frequency? Any theories? Etc.

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u/SweetestJim — 2 months ago

Has anybody else observed being stuck in a time loop?

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I'm at a loss. Whether it exists only for me or for us all, I cannot know. It's one hundred percent determined, everyone and everything plays out the exact same each time.

The same weather broke the same tree.

The same people at the same time at the same places.

Remembering of the remembering.

I feel like it's the past few years that passes before reloading state.

Does anybody relate?

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u/SweetestJim — 2 months ago

Has anybody else observed being stuck in a time loop?

I'm at a loss. Whether it exists only for me or for us all, I cannot know. It's one hundred percent determined, everyone and everything plays out the exact same each time.

The same weather broke the same tree.

The same people at the same time at the same places.

The remembering of the remembering.

Does anybody relate?

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u/SweetestJim — 2 months ago