I’ve been craving a major fear food lately and idk what to do about it.
So. My food aversions are almost all based on bad experiences- found a hair once 20 years ago? Haven’t eaten bbq chicken pizza since. Got food poisoning from mini corn dogs and weinerschnitzel? Never again to corn dogs OR anything from weinerschnitzel.
But one… evades me. I ate fish sticks as a kid and I liked them back then. But now? Can’t bring myself to even touch one, let alone eat it. I can’t figure out why.
Back in 2018(?) when romaine in Arizona had e.coli, I got e.coli from a tuna and lettuce sub at subway and haven’t eaten anything with fish since. But fish sticks ended way before that.
The thing that’s challenging me right now is that I’ve been having cravings for fish sticks. I know exactly why- it’s the lack of omegas, cravings are the body saying it needs or wants a nutrient, I don’t eat fish, and the craving has been satisfied in the past by taking fish oil supplements.
Fish sticks are my #1 fear food. And the only one I don’t understand. But it’s also my most frequent craving and it’s driving me insane, like I want to drive, in the pouring rain and flooding roads, to find somewhere with fish sticks at 2am.
How do I just…. Bite into the stick?
Do I buy a box of fish sticks and a box of identically shaped chicken and ask my husband to mix one fish stick in? But then I’d have a whole box of fish sticks in a household that has no fish eaters if I don’t like them…