

I saw my neurologist today
Had my regular 3 month follow-up with my neurologist today and she's dropping me as a patient because in her words she has "no other ideas" for me. At my last appointment she referred me to a neurologist in the city to get a second opinion and when I told her today I made that appointment for the end of July she told me to switch to him as my primary neurologist. She said something about always still being here and if he can't help I can come back in but she doesn't know what she'll do at that point. Also her office is terrible at answering portal messages so I really can't take the "you can always message me" line too seriously.
The doctor that I waited from July 2024 to March 2025 to get an initial appointment with, the doctor that swore she was on my side and she was different from my previous doctors, the doctor that tried every test for 12 months is just done with me. It didn't feel like she thinks this fancy city doctor will have better ideas, it felt like she needs me off her roster before I mess up her success rate. It feels like I'm just always gonna be in this much pain and every doctor will eventually give up on me.