u/TOOMUCHWOOMBA

I think the closest thing I can see myself as is quoiromantic, all of my friends are to some extent intimate and go on 'dates' with me. but it feels like I can't really get close to anyone anyway.

I just want to love but, when I try and I make someone fall for me, I don't feel that strongly back, and I hate it. every attempt seems to lead me to being hollow and breaking someones heart.

In some sense I do love all my friends, and im intimate with all of them but not quite as deeply as I believe a relationship would be. I just, don't fall in love in that way and it pains me deeply.

I feel like I just can't get that close. theres no one for me to die for, no one who would die for me. I'm just kind of in this world alone.

every now and again I try to date to see if that changes, if I'll feel something more, but I just don't . I feel nothing at all afterwards, and when the question of something more gets posed to me, I have to break their hearts. what am I supposed to do. I just hate this. I wish I could just re-roll my brain so I wasn't like this.

It is weird to say, but for the past 5+ years I just have never desired or sought out any relationships, I've been offered many times by people I do quite like but, I just can't, I assumed it was just hormonal or a phase but its just kinda how I am.

but finally realizing this isn't a phase where I just don't feel romance in that way is so lonely even though before this realization I was fully content living my current life and that this just doesn't really change my current way of life at all.

I'm not really sure what to call myself though, as I do feel a form of love, its just not, traditional love? I love all of my friends, I like to take them out to do nice things, and to share special moments, I have sex with people, but I just can't fall in love in that "heteronormative"(? unsure of a label that fits, because I am gay, mostly) form of love. but I do like to do typically romantic things, but I think this is just because I'm a very affectionate person more than anything. what am i.

Essentially what I'm trying to work out is : why do I feel this way in the face of the logic of my situation. what exactly do I fall under.

Hello, my roomie bought a 98" tv, I have the Wii U set up, but, underneath the TV makes it so that, the top of the sensor bar's range is roughly somewhere in the middle of the screen.

is there anything I could do to make it more accurate? i realize it was never intended for such a tv.