If you think watching reels and getting a dopamine boost will magically give you confidence, then no, bro. You actually have to take action,actions that prove to your brain that you're capable and worthy. That's where real confidence comes from.
I did something just yesterday that most people wouldn't even think of doing, and it boosted my confidence a lot. So, do uncomfortable things no matter what. That's how you grow.
So basically i am a college student, and my friends college was organising a fest, I am a person who tries new things, and I thought of crossdressing as a goth girl, so basically a goth femboy, I will attach my look, like chatgpt animated my real picture and will attach it for your reference except I was wearing a high booths and also clip on earrings which ain't shown in the pic, and yk what in India I thought stares are pretty normalised, but I thought maybe people will make fun of me, as it was extreme and no one does such things, but uk what in metro two girls complemented me, and said, "looking good gurl..", i didn't say a word, and was a lil stunned as they mistook me for a girl, even in college many people thought I was a girl fr, until I used some male tone , it was truly a nice experience, you should really try all the things you wanna do(btw full body shave krne mai meko 1 hr lg gya😭)
So basically i am a college student, and my friends college was organising a fest, I am a person who tries new things, and I thought of crossdressing as a goth girl, so basically a goth femboy, I will attach my look, like chatgpt animated my real picture and will attach it for your reference except I was wearing a high booths and also clip on earrings which ain't shown in the pic, and yk what in India I thought stares are pretty normalised, but I thought maybe people will make fun of me, as it was extreme and no one does such things, but uk what in metro two girls complemented me, and said, "looking good gurl..", i didn't say a word, and was a lil stunned as they mistook me for a girl, even in college many people thought I was a girl fr, until I used some male tone , it was truly a nice experience, you should really try all the things you wanna do(btw it took 1 hr to shave everything off my body😭)
I cant attach the pic tf
So basically i am a college student, and my friends college was organising a fest, I am a person who tries new things, and I thought of crossdressing as a goth girl, so basically a goth femboy, I will attach my look, like chatgpt animated my real picture and will attach it for your reference except I was wearing a high booths and also clip on earrings which ain't shown in the pic, and yk what in India I thought stares are pretty normalised, but I thought maybe people will make fun of me, as it was extreme and no one does such things, but uk what in metro two girls complemented me, and said, "looking good gurl..", i didn't say a word, and was a lil stunned as they mistook me for a girl, even in college many people thought I was a girl fr, until I used some male tone , it was truly a nice experience, you should really try all the things you wanna do(btw full body shave krne mai meko 1 hr lg gya😭)
I am 17 and I am already in my 2nd yr of college now, I have missed my 2 weeks already, and I don't really wanna go to college, I am scared idk why, I feel I don't deserve happiness,I have not did anything remarkable after class 10th that will make my parents proud, moreover I am scared of bullying, in school I was fat and was bullied severely, and now in college, I did some aggressive cut, and I somehow looked good to me, but then in my college I was called names, most common were "femboy" and "gay", personally i don't feel being a femboy and gay is wrong, but them calling me that hurts me, i don't really wanna go to college, i want to be in my sweet home, I have gapryong kim as my pfp, a character from the manhwa "lookism" because I think I can and will save the world. Ik it sounds childish but I think I can influence the world, if I set my mind to it, but but but again, i don't wanna go to college, sorry for the rant, but writing while crying feels so comfortable, ik no one will see it coz ig my accnt is shadow banned or somewhat ig, but I really feel comfortable here alone