u/TaxEvery5882

I cheated on best-friend with her gf for almost 2 years and now she is gone because she confessed her bf about everything but I created some sort of feeling for her and I just can't process it like she is the same girl, who cared about me soo much and how the fuck she is gone and when I called her with different no she said now, she hate me and what would I do about that, I know that this will come to ebd one day but like this is killing me from inside and my eyes are in pain because I can't cry and ik no one will understand this because I'm always be a bad guy here but i want her to acknowledge that yes at some point she loved me just once