u/TechnicalImplement58

About me: Hello, my name is Mimi and I'm looking for someone to talk to !! As of right now, I'm in my first year of college so I'm looking for someone who is supportive but also willing to hold me accountable 😭😭

Hobbies: I'm a pretty girly person, I like to go shopping, makeup, all that but I'm also a huge movie fan !! I loveeeee thriller and comedy movies.
Some of my favorites are Scary Movie, Don't look Up and Birds of Prey.

Personality Traits: I'd consider myself a pretty decent person. I'm talkative, affectionate and kind to the people who are closest to me. I show my affection with soft words and quality time.

Requirements: You have to be close in age to me, honest and respectful. And tell me a little about yourself if you decide to send a message.

I recently just went through a huge friendship break up that left me feeling really lonely and neglected. I found out that my friend of four years disliked me and held a this negative energy towards me, while never being honest.

I really struggle with feeling casted aside/not important enough to keep someone without my looks in general so I guess this really cemented that feeling. Honestly, I crave be someone “first choice” not your back up.

Hey, so this morning I read a post on tumblr about void state, what to do, how it should feel etc etc and decided to try it out.

I put on one of those deep meditation videos on YouTube (the ones with the music and not people speaking) and repeated “ I am not my body, I am not of my thoughts” over and over again. After a while my body started to feel kinda heavy??

Like a weighted blanket but the blanket is my body lmaoo. And my breathing started to grow shorter, it was so strange. After all that, I felt this tingling sensation throughout my body. Is that normal? I was scared 😭😭

I recently just went through a huge friendship break up that left me feeling really lonely and neglected. I found out that my friend of four years disliked me and held a this negative energy towards me, while never being honest.

I really struggle with feeling casted aside/not important enough to keep someone without my looks in general so I guess this really cemented that feeling. Honestly, I crave be someone “first choice” not your back up.