u/TemporarilySkittles

My dad's dying. He's got a glioblastoma. He got diagnosed like 3 years ago and has been visiting all the states, spent the winter in Florida, went sky diving!! at 66! He went on sea ponies. He drove cross countr.y.

Well in the beginning of April he fell pretty bad. Lost movement on his left side. Now i go bring him coffee every day in his assisted living facility and sob in my car after. I'm so jealous when I see old people. They get to live longer than my dad will. It's not fair like not even a little bit. He's so kind. He deserves to be an old guy too.

My job has decided that I need to work 50 hours a week now. My house is a disaster. There's 4 other people here, my husband, two adult children, and one 16 year old. But somehow there's still stuff just all over. I can't keep up. I work nights. It's all I can do every day to get off work, get daughter to school, go bring dad his coffee, go cry in my car, go home, try to pick up the house, pass out, wake up, go to work...

I'm gonna miss him so fucking much.