u/Temporary_Bid7469

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last year i was into manifestations and i mean things were coming true.
I am already a delusional person so it becomes easy for me to manifest and stuff.. i have been preparing for this exam frm last 2 years.. i manifested certain things related to my prep and they came true..
the best part was the date. i manifested tht my date will be xx ok and i wrote it in my diary and it was the most risky part cause firstly there were like 7 dates for this exam and out of them i chose this date and i was really specific this tym in my manifestation anyways when the dates came my date was actually the same which made me feel tht ya its true.. also alot of mock scores were woking out..
everything was fine.. i had a VERY strong feeling tht 2026 will be my year.. but..
someone passed away in my family she was very young and veryyyyy close to me.. she passed away 4 days after my birthday and 4 days before my exam., i failed in tht exam. i have been failing in all the exams since then..
its like universe is testing me and till now i was like okay may be somthing better is waiting for me but atp i am like why am i failing in the easisest exams universe? i had faith in god and universe. and never thought tht i'll fail this miserabely..
plz someone tell me why is this happening.?

sorry for my grammar and spelling mistakes

bhai last tym mujhe kone me baithal diya hava bhi nahi ati hai ink center ke pankho se. Invigilator apne upr cooler chlata hai bkl kahi ka itni garmi me ppr kaise dnege

bro bitsat open ke Khilaf koi bhi kuch kehe rha to downvote krderhe lol and then they are making posts like to all those who are crying over bitsat open and stuff..

i really liked phoduclub i felt like ye to students hi hai to inhe dukh smjh ayega on the other hand they are demotivating us via bitsat open and comments this is so wrong dude abhi meri post ko bhi downvote krdenge ..
and itne dino se jo logo ke high score arhe the pc mocks me vo bhi paid comments the(i saw in some post wha pr ppl were claiming this) bhai isint this very demotivating?

BRO WTF IS WRONG WITH PC😭😭😭?

bhai itne tough questions isse better jee adv ka ppr hi dedo was it just me or you guys felt the same mere usual mocks se 4 times kam number aye hai lol bhai so demotivating

I get really weird marks in my mocks like before my 1st attempt i gave 12 mocks my avg score was 220 and reached upto 280 now normally my mock score should have increased but has decreased and whenever i attempt all the questions it increases otherwise it goes below 150 which is kinda weird and is affecting my confidence ..
tell me one thing guys is giving mock really imp at this point cause i am confused if i should give mock and increase my avg to 250 or should i stop giving mocks cause i'll loose my confidence.

so my phy is very weak like i got 4 marks in phy in bitsat1 so can anybody give me some tips for bitsat 2
like how should i attempt it and any sources frm where i could practice it.. i was practicing frm eduniti but like those questions were very tough i dont think they were bitsat level so can someone help me with phy

i got 204 in my bitsat 1 i was highly disappointed and was expecting more but my mock avg were aroung 215 so i was like i'll do better in the second attempt . I thought tht i'll try to increase my mock scores to 250 and then 300 slowly but idk what the f is happening my scores have been constantly decreasing i cant even reach 150 .. I am revising everything studying everything i think i didnt even study sm for jee still nothing is happening.. things are getting worse. and my mock scores are constantly fluctuating sometimes it is very gud and sometimes its worst .. can anyone suggest me something plz cause i am loosing my confidence i fked up in jee , boards bitsat1 .. bitsat 2 is the only option left .. plz guide guys