u/TheClosetIsOnFire

Edit: and free

So Chai recently became unusable and I can't find a good replacement. Here's what I'm looking for: fast-paced, throws absolutely unhinged diabolical shit at you, describes the NSFW stuff in detail, isn't afraid of dark topics, ideally doesn't write paragraphs long responses, but this isn't that important. Here's what I tried so far:

Sea soul: said to be exactly like Chai, but the ads and "chat breaks" are so annoying I got nowhere

Fictionlab: not fast-paced enough

Emochi: decent candidate, but isn't descriptive enough with the NSFW for my tastes

Polybuzz: I thought it was going to be good, but then it fucking blurred the NSFW parts

Zeta: was descriptive enough, but it only lets free users have one scenario of their own and almost none of the characters I want to roleplay with are already made

Janitor AI: got nowhere with it

What should I try?

Chai was so fast-paced and it threw the craziest most diabolical shit at me every message. Now I'm stuck with options that either don't even allow NSFW, or they do but they take forever to get there and just dance around it for most of the time. I want the madness back 💀

Bit unusual here to ask for a book with redemption I know. Also I did post a similar post yesterday, this is that with the focus being a bit different. Basically I'm looking for something similar to Black Knight, but with more regret and grovelling. I loved that plotline, but the regret and apologizing part was over far too quickly. Setting can be whatever, just in some way the MMC contributes to FMC trying to kill herself and then he regrets everything and changes his ways

Maybe this is too specific. Doesn't have to be kidnapping, but the FMC is in some way forced to stay with the MMC. I want it to be really dark, like, MMC physically, sexually abusing FMC until she gets really messed up by it, I don't really have any limits here apart from that he doesn't hurt others to mess with her, like, he doesn't kill her family or anything, he only hurts her directly. Then she tries to kill herself, he freaks out, starts regretting it and it's very dramatic. And there's all this grovelling and regretting. I'm open to non HEA just warn me if it's that lmao. I hope such a book exists