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Pemerintahan Presiden Prabowo Subianto resmi menetapkan penyebaran budaya L*BTQ sebagai salah satu ancaman nonmiliter dalam Peraturan Presiden Nomor 111 Tahun 2025 tentang Kebijakan Umum Pertahanan Negara 2025-2029.

Dalam Perpres tersebut, penyebaran budaya L*BTQ dikategorikan sebagai ancaman berdimensi sosial, budaya, dan ideologi, bersama radikalisme, terorisme, judi daring, pinjaman online ilegal, serta penyalahgunaan narkoba.

Kebijakan ini menegaskan bahwa pertahanan negara tidak hanya menghadapi ancaman bersenjata, tetapi juga ancaman terhadap ideologi, nilai, dan ketahanan sosial bangsa.

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so, last month i graduated from high school... but damn i miss school so much. i miss my classmates. i miss my bisexual friend :c

i miss everything. except my homophobic and transphobic "friends" of course.

i hope my bisexual friend is still okay. he's the reason why i'm still alive. i don't know why but he doesn't respond to me when i chat him on discord. i remember when we came out each other on february. he whispered to my ear that he's "a bit bi". then he asked me that i was asexual or not. i whisper to his ear that i'm bisexual too. i'm quite shocked to learn that he's bisexual. then we're both best friend :3

i don't know why but every time i talk to him, sometimes he will blush a bit. every time i'm around him, i feel safe. we're always hanging out together at lunch break. he's a bit random sometimes. for example, he hit me up the other day and he just straight up typed "watching yaoi rn".

damn, i miss talking to him... i hope he's doing okay.

love you bro <3

he's a bit flat because i hugged him too much

here's some photo from our last field trip to bandung after i graduate from high school. it was cold out there.

so, how are you guys? i'm fine for now. except last night. my reddit account almost got hacked by a random user on discord claiming to be a "reddit support". he said that my account would get banned if i don't revoke the false report from someone. i'm stupid enough that i thought that was real. idk. beware guys!

so yea, that's it. baiiiii :3

for those who are wondering what he draw, he draws lucas from mother 3. peak game with peak story.

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also... ahem... ignore the uhh... paper that i stick to the wall meow meow meow :3

Today is my 18th birthday. There's nothing special about my birthday. I almost never celebrate my birthday. On my 14th birthday, I remember lighting a candle at 12:00 AM and singing happy birthday alone in my room. It was dark because I turned off the lamp, but I like it.

And I almost never got my birthday present. I only get two birthday presents in my life. The first one was from my older sister. She gave me a pencil case and a notebook on my 8th birthday. And the second one was from a female friend of mine. She gave me a little lego bootleg on my 16th birthday. But when I opened the box, she had left me a note that says:

Hi [my name]!!!

Happy birthday...

I hope on this birthday you're gonna be a better person, okay... I'm hoping for the best...

I'm sorry if it seems late and this is only a simple gift. I hope you like it hihihihi

I almost cried when I read that note because it's my first time receiving a birthday present from my friend.

Am I a better person? No! Because I've been wanting to... You know... "end it all." My head filled with suicidal thoughts. I hate everything. I hate every single thing in this world. My 'friends' were always leaving me alone. I used to have a 'best friend' but now I don't. He and I got separated because we both go to different schools. The fact he has a girlfriend makes things even worse for me. I haven't met him in 4 years since our last graduation. I really miss him so much that he frequently comes into my dreams when I sleep.

People come and... Go?

But thankfully I have a real best friend (hopefully) and he's the reason why I still exist in this world. He's such a funny guy and I really love talking to him. The fact that he recently came out as bi is still unbelievable to me. He's my first queer friend. You know, it's really difficult to find someone like him in this homophobic and transphobic country. I'm so grateful that I have him as a friend.

I will graduate from high school soon. That means I have to find a job. Unfortunately I didn't get a chance to go to my favorite university in my country because I'm a fucking idiot.

Happy birthday to me. I still hate myself after all. Thank you for reading this nonsense.