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Y'all, if you wanna be in a good mood, don't read this.
It's so much easier to point out dysphoria if I write it down or talk about it out loud right after experiencing it?
I was thinking about my crushes from boymode because I was wondering about gender envy. I realized my biggest crush was definitely gender envy. When thinking that I could be a girl like that I realized how much I've completely diluted myself and conformed to an identity that isn't mine. I feel sorry for the little guy I thought I was. I'm fully Liz now. And listen to Abnormality Dancin' Girl, it's so... good!!! X3
Please, I wanna be a good girl :3 Liz she/her
So, I'm like 93% sure I'm a trans girl. When I go out in boymode, everything even slightly gendered annoys me. I just wanna know why.
I just really am scared I won't like the pronouns even though I've been called them online and lived them then.