u/ThinkingThinking-

Hey there, I work in a very physical job, that means being on my feet for 9+ hours 5 to 6 times a week. I already had Ebv years ago and 5 weeks ago I got symptoms like sore throat, extreme fatigue, headpain and overall pain in my body. I didn't go to work for 2 weeks, started working again for a week when I felt like my fatigue was getting better and now my lymph nodes swelled up massively, especially on one side under my neck which makes me look also messed up, fatigue came back and everything. Went to the doctor and he said I have mono and I should rest alot. Called into work now and my boss said I shouldn't come anymore. HOW LONG does this take please. Lymph nodes are hot and burning. Did someone else have the same??

Ich habe vor 8 Tagen eine Wohnung besichtigt, es gab noch andere Bewerber aber die haben sich für mich entschieden. Ich habe vor 7 Tagen mit der Vermieterin gesprochen, sie sagte, dass ich die Wohnung fix bekomme und ich meine Unterlagen (Einkommensnachweis ect) and die Hausverwaltung schicken soll per Mail und sie dann einen Mietvertrag erstellt. Das habe ich auch gemacht. Es meldet sich niemand mehr, weder auf Mails oder Telefon. Ich hab schon ein paar Mal versucht anzurufen aber nope. Ist wie gesagt jetzt eine Woche her seitdem ich das letzte Mal von jemanden gehört habe. Ist das normal? Ich denke nicht? Wohnung wäre ab sofort beziehbar.

I already manifested things with robotic affirmations before so I actually believe it works.

To my situation now: Last year summer I met someone and he turned my whole world around. I'm in my late 20's and I never loved this hard before. The moment I saw him, it felt like magic to me. Either way we lasted until december and then he tells me he isn't ready for something serious and cut me off. I was heartbroken ofc. I always had in mind that this can't be it though, because I felt this insane connection towards him, I didn't feel with anyone else. I focused on myself but never stopped thinking about him. I visualized things and I knew I am going to see him again. He reached out after two months and we started seeing each other again and it was so beautiful like I wanted to but he started to treat me bad and left. Again I was crying and everything. I did alot of things to distract myself and was robotically affirming that he misses me and he will apologize. And again it worked. I got a text from him 3 weeks later that he is sorry he treated me this way. I ignored him but he started to text me again telling me he misses me and wants me there, everything I was affirming he told me so I really had alot of faith in this because I saw it actually worked what I was doing. We started to see each other again and it was exactly how I wanted but again he started being cold towards me and I asked him what's wrong and he just ignored me. A week ago he told me that he wants to do so much things with me and he always wants me here and he always misses me and now nothing. Haven't heard anything from him since then. Zero. It's actual torture for me. I am so hurt and angry at him. And Idk what I am doing wrong. I really don't want anyone else. I really want him to stay and not always leave me. Can someone give me hope or tips or anything because this is fucking me up.