
My entire power of will is hanging for its life
- Worked blue collar all my life
- always worked out (I do gym and Mixed martial arts)
- Always worked for the minimum (I live in a third world country)
- didn't have a father
- mother emotionally distant
- Constant struggling with alcohol and party girls from 18 to 27 at least
- some how I got an apartment at 28 (part bought, part heritage, too complicated to explain)
- lost my favorite uncle
- Lost my big brother by suicide
- broke up with my last fiance
- "Lost" my job of 8.5 years of experience (I got paid because the firing was without a just cause)
- decided to travel and work in Japan
- get the Visa
- decided to spent twenty days in a foreign country as a vacation until I got my fly and met the love of my life, we instantly connected.
- lost my plane, because we decided to travel together for five months until we get separated. She flew to her country and so I did.
- we still chat
- I had to get another job after two months unemployed because I spent part of my money traveling and I need to buck it up again, even I still have plenty of my savings.
- I decided to encourage myself to go outside and make a life, this time, in France with my special lady.
- I started working and saving, locked full in and ALSO studying and learning french (I already speak English and Spanish) and doing everything I need to go there and do it greatly.
- got to another area in my workplace where my "new boss" is ten years younger than me.
Started to ask myself tf I did in ten years. Even though I had the craziest of experiences, believe me, I feel like I passed ten years of my life in an instant and the view was very short honestly.
I need to keep locked in, and do everything, not only to reunite with my girl, but for myself, and to keep growing as a man and as a professional. But damn, this was a low hit. And boss isn't even awful or anything bad, the guy rocks but it's amazing how.... I don't know how to end this post... I feel depleted.
Help bros.