Struggling to stay hopeful

This month officially marks 14 months TTC and during that time we’ve had two miscarriages (both ~6 weeks in October and again in February). One of my best friends gave birth to her healthy baby within a week of my first due date.

I think about my miscarried babies on an hourly basis. I am now on depression meds and in grief counseling.

It feels like everyone around us is now getting pregnant often on the first try. This month I am just filled with sadness and struggling to stay hopeful. Additionally, my husband got his sperm analysis tests back and he’s got low motility and morphology. I’m now just completely in my head that it’ll never happen for us. I truly never thought we’d ever be in this position and now I feel trapped and completely lonely.

Anyone have any words of advice? 😭

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u/Throwaway_252612 — 19 days ago
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Reminder: LH Doesn’t Always Peak in AM

Posting here in case helpful for someone. As you can see in 5 hours my LH went up x8. I tested with cheap LH strips at lunch and caught it and then retested with Inito.

u/Throwaway_252612 — 1 month ago
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Thoughts on my chart?

Clearblue OPK says high (never hit peak even today day 18). Normally 26 day cycles.

u/Throwaway_252612 — 2 months ago
▲ 3 r/InitoFertility+1 crossposts

First Month Using - Normal?

I normally ovulate day 14 or 15, started testing at day 6 when I got the device.

u/Throwaway_252612 — 3 months ago